Fiat's Pov : (One day ago)
The past few days have been intense. By that I mean, emotionally and physically draining. Having yourself exposed in such intimate ways to other people can be traumatizing. Leo, the man I loved and respected unconditionally, had seen a video of me getting sexually involved with a guy. A guy that was evidentally not him. Regardless of what time period that video was taken in, I couldn't bring myself to meet his eyes.
I felt disgusted, ashamed and insecure. For a second, I almost despised myself more than anyone else ever could. But, Leo's words kept repeating in my mind, "If you feel as though no one loves you, you must learn to love yourself first" The very sentence that got me through all the times that I couldn't call him out as my lover, the very sentence that kept me going when the world turned it's back on me.
"Leo, are you disgusted of me?" I had asked yesterday, barely managing to make eye contact. He looked deeply concerned after I said those words. His eyebrows furrowed and he licked his lips. Him being unable to interpret what I said was a sign that he disagreed. But that wouldn't help, nothing will.. or so I'd thought.
"Never. You are very important to me, I told you beforehand that your past doesn't effect me" He said while looking at me with the most affectionate gaze.
I'd never know just how his words managed to bring me this sense of solace but I loved all of it.
Fiat's Pov : ( Present day )
There we stood, watching as the two twins dragged the man away. I turned back to face Leo and his expression read that he hadn't overcome the stress of it. Just as I was about to say something, I got intrerrupted by a voice.
"Don't worry about him, I'll manage it" said the guy who was one of the main people to execute this plan and put the cluprit to shame.
I smiled at him, implying that I was thankful. He spoke again, "Oh! I see that you've found yourself company. Guess we won't be drinking buddies anymore?" He asked jokingly while my eyes travelled to where he was looking. I came to the realization that I was clenching onto Leo's hand like he'd disappear if I let it go. I laughed in return and nodded.
"Thank you, Leo" I said as soon as we went into our house.
"You don't have to thank me but Fiat? don't you think we should inform your father about this? And how do we know that this won't happen again?" Said Leo as his tone made it obvious that he was worried about me.
Leo's Pov :
Fiat reached forward and gently held my hand. He said, "Baby, just follow me" A part of me was still anxious but the other side was stronger. He was taking us up to our room and I know for a fact that things go down differently when we're in our room.
His body was petite next to mine but he had managed to toss me onto the bed. Without wasting any further time, he climbed on top of me and his eyes were full of lust. He didn't speak for the first few minutes but he had already claimed me, had me locked into place. I was lost in his everlasting beauty.
He said, "I was shy around you but not anymore, this is unlike me"
I always loved it when Fiat would make me feel his strong presence, I was used to making him overwhelmed by my caring nature. Most people thought that I was spoiling him but he desired the love he missed out on and I was willing to give all that to him.
He looked me in the eyes, this time without shame or embarrassment, unlike yesterday. He slowly closed the gap between our lips and I kissed him subtly.
Fiat's Pov :
He stopped us half way and held onto my arms, he was asserting his dominance. I could feel his eyes grow darker and hungrier to savour every part of me. He said,
"I can't hold back anymore"
I smirked in return and said, "Who asked you to?"
