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for papi

(Log in: Tuesday of 12th October Year 2021)

Everything may seem bleak for the future we seek but I promise to not miss a chance for having you in my life.

I want to see you, look into your eyes as everything that surrounds us evaporates into the space of time.

I wanna touch you, as our hands intertwine and the warmth of our bodies collide.

To be able to know your scent and the feeling of safety in your embrace.

But I can only imagine since your not here, it saddens me only seeing you through the screen.

I want to be with you but for now I cannot. Puhon, my love for that when can only be answered by God.

(Log in: Tuesday of 13th October Year 2021)

The only thing I'm sure of as of now is loving you.

You may not understand how much you mean to me.

I may exaggerate sometimes but that's how I feel about you.

You'll only understand if you can see how I see you.