READ WHILE PLAYING : THE PEOPLE ( By Aadya )
My wrist is shaking just like it used to two years ago. It made me wonder about the lies I made to all of you , converting dumb embarrassing incidents into much cooler ones . I am dumb and a fool. These days I don't feel like eating as well or should I say , "I don't eat so that I can get some more attention by falling sick?" I have failed , I can't even solve simple algebraic . How do I tell my parents , In a class of twenty two only I am who's lacking .
It always feels like everybody is laughing, Do they hate me? Am I acting as some stardust to their lightning?
How do I shout - "I am afraid of falling"
Take me to the sky even if the wind makes us numb , what's the use of these two toes, If can't fall & fly all over ? what's the use of those tall buildings if I can't spread my wings to cry ? I wonder if the windows can hear me whispering, trying to console me that one day It's gonna be okay. I guess even they know , there is no clarity.
The AC is on but I know when I will turn it off , my ears will turn to blue, it's a sophisticated feeling hiding underneath the gravity which succeeds in pulling but at the same time fails to attract me.
Eversince, It has always failed to attract me.
PLUTO / S.R
Saturday, October 16, 2021, 11:43pm
