A fucked up mafia romance :')
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I put one and one together. "Fuck", Leonid realizes too. We immediately sprint towards the hidden place we keep her. The guards Salut their king as I walk in.
"Miss me already?"...
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"What is wrong with you?"
A muffled yelling disturbs the chaos in my head.
"Focus!"
I came back to the universe I live in. Out of the universe of the melting pot in my mind. So many thoughts that I felt like my head was about to explode. So many secrets that made me feel like I would break down any minute and shout out the forbidden into the air. I am accompanied by many but nevertheless feel alone. So near but nevertheless feel distant.
"Watch out!"
Lev pushes me down with his strong hands. Making his heavy body hiding mine which stiffed beneath him. His enormous body towering over me.
Peng!
He shoots a man behind me. The silver metal piercing straight through the man's throat. Making the man grab his neck, desperately gasping for air before he finally dropps dead.
Lev's gaze now meeting my wide opened eyes. His eyes darkened, "I won't warn you again. The next time I will let you get shot. I am not your babysitter". He gave me one last furious glimpse and then stood up and ran towards his men.
Me, trying to gain back my composure, trying to instantly channel back my killer instincts.
I needed to concentrate on this mission we were on. Thus, I shut the gradually spreading darkness in my head behind a conscious door. For it is later I will deal with it.
I don't need no babysitter! The fuck does this bastard think I am!
I ran towards him and followed his lead. Holding my blades so hard that blood was dripping onto my shoes. My hands highly eager to slice someone.
Above us dozen twinkles danced in the magical night sky. Each star could represent a human I've murdered. I saw the thick blood I have carried along the years on my hands clearer than I had ever before. I felt judged by the so-called father in the heaven. My head faced the unknown above me. A spectrum that is still unsolved by regular mankind.
And yet, the show needs to continue.
Heads of my victims started dropping on the ground.
Déjà-vu.
Before me the face that I had locked deep into the darkness of my unconsciousness.
"Aurelia"
Her calling for me since the days of my youth and previous. Her voice, her dear voice disturbed the peace in my head. The peace I had so hardly worked for after I had lost myself to the cause of my havoc, she.
As I saw the picture of her, my suppressed emotions began trying to force their way up. A big gloomy ball that I have been pressing into the depth of an infinite sea of my precious tears. The pressure going against common physics.
