A trip to Florida with Dalegg (DNF story)

Part 13

TW: nothing really (if there's something, tell me in the comments!)

Clay's POV:

The car ride was silent, the only noises were my muffled sobs.

I was still in shock. Everything happened so fast, like extremely rapid.

Was this my fault? Am I not strong enough for this? I could've prevented this from happening, I could've pushed John away, George doesn't deserve this. If somebody has to be in his place right now it's me.

The thoughts were wandering around my head even when I got home and started packing.

- Hey Nick, what do we need? - I tiredly said.

- George's pills, toiletries, laptops, chargers, and anything you find necessary.

- Alright, are you okay?

- I'm a bit better, currently having lunch. At 3 pm they will take me somewhere for an hour, also George's surgery will be done by 2:30 pm. You should eat something, too.

- I'll get a hamburger - I said dolefully.

- Mhm, I'll be resting now.

- Okay, bye.

- Bye.

I turned off my phone and got everything ready, then I sat on the couch for a bit because I felt dizzy and was about to pass out. Those malicious thoughts weren't leaving me alone, but were making me weaker and weaker - made me feel like I'm the reason George might die...

I got up and started driving to the hospital.

*2 hours have passed*

- Is Nicholas here? - a familiar doctor said.

- I'm here.

- Come with me, we are gonna run some tests, also George will be here in 3 minutes.

- Okay.

Nick left with the man. I was alone, for now. Frightened about the situation, those 3 minutes felt like years.

*7 minutes have passed*

- Is this George and NIck's room? - a nurse asked.

- Yeah, is he okay? What is going on?

- Sir, calm down. George would probably wake up tomorrow - she said.

- WHAT? - I couldn't believe what I just heard.

- Yes. But he's broken his left arm completely and has a lot of bruises all over his body.

- Tomorrow he will have surgery on his left arm. Whenever you think he might be waking up, inform us immediately - she said and left the room.

- Oh George - I kneeled next to his bed and started sobbing.

- Oh Georgie, please, wake up. Please, please, please. I can't lose you, I just can't.

- Georgie, I need to tell you something which is incredibly hard to say - I love you more than a friend. Yes, I do. Remember when we used to play Minecraft Manhunt, record other videos, yeah, I started slowly going into a depth of nothingness, every day became the same, the only time I felt happy was when I spend time with you. You brought me happiness, you made me understand that there was something in this life, something that keeps me alive, something that prevents me from ending it all, something that could give me the motivation to get out of bed, something that gives my life a special meaning. It's you, George, you're the reason I'm still here, and I couldn't be more thankful for that. You are the man of my life - an amazing human being, born to assist people and make their life worth something.