im gone

Opposites

Sleepless

restless

broken

shaken

my anger boils inside me

my soul trying to break free

a blade providing me with comforting needs

leaving my mother only to grieve.

not from a lost soul mate

just from lost hopes.

friends become haters

best friends become enemies

relatives become rivalries

families now twisted strangers

lovers turn out to be your killers

not all demons are bad.

people are just mistaken because they want something or someone to blame.

unkept promises

loud silence

dark light

truthful lies

am i that invisible?

you see not my haemoglobin and plasma that flow

but you see the growing speed bumbs

asking me what is wrong when you are not even ready to listen

telling me to fight

but you are so blinded that you can not see me paralysed

i wish you could just open your eyes

and realise that one should never

fuck around the infinite

but during my quest of the light

the dark knight will be my guide

my friend will be the knife

and until the end, we shall remain opposites...