"I miss you." Your voice cracked as you smoothed the top of the headstone. You pushed the crisp autumn leaves off of the sacred ground to uncover the marble engraved gold writing. A small gust blew your hair in front of your face, causing you to shiver.
"The boys haven't been the same without you. Calum hasn't left his room and Michael is debating weather or not to do the tour." You pulled your sleeves down, covering your hands as you crouched in front of the stone.
"I've been a wreck ever since you have left me. I can't eat. I can't sleep." You remember the countless of times that you have worn his clothes just because they smelt like him and that you have fallen asleep on his side of the bed every night since. " I am lost without you Ash." Unwanted tears brimmed your eyes, blurring your vision.
A wave of anger swept over as you thought about how much this had effected you. "How could you." You murmured. "How could you! You left me, the boys and everyone so soon! It was my fault that I wanted to go out." You sobbed, recalling the night of the crash. That night you had wanted to have dinner out for once as you hadn't had a proper date in a while. It was all so unexpected.
"You have left me blind as to where I am to go in life. I-I don't know what to do." You felt a soft hand suddenly caress your shoulder. Gasping your jump up and turn around to face the familiar loving brown eyes you adored. "Ashton." You choked, your eyes wide from shock. Pulling him into your embrace, he hugs you warmly, causing your heart to race and flutter. "Y/n, I have to leave." He spoke apologetically, making you hug him tighter. "Don't go. Please. I can't live without you." You sobbed starring up into his eyes.
Your throat swelled as you felt your eyes water once more. "I love you Y/n. I will always be right here." He says stepping back and placing his hand on to your heart. Placing both of your hands on top of his own you finally spoke up, "I love you too Ash." You sobbed, smiling radiantly. Then he left.
You were left standing with your hands on your chest, in the middle of the lonely, dank graveyard. "It's time to go home now." You heard Luke's sorrowful and broken voice captures your attention. "Ok." You simply spoke, as Luke took your hand and walked you back to the car.
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