Bloody Wishes

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Warning: Language, attempted suicide, self-harm, and blood

Chapter II

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Riki tried to go to sleep but not eating anything was getting to him. Why didn't Bakugo give me Ramen? He thought, tears started to form in his eyes. Am I fat? Does he want me to starve?

Riki started to cry, he screamed into his pillow and let the tears rolled down his cheek. He lifted his head up and opened his mouth slightly, "No one wants to be seen with a fat person. No one likes me because I'm fat and so useless. I shouldn't be here anymore." He was lying to himself, of course none of that was true but he kept thinking it was.

Riki sat up and pulled opened his nightstand drawer, the only thing laying there was a blade. Riki rolled up his sleeves and pushed it into his skin and slide the blade across until his wrists and arms were covered in blood.

"This isn't enough, I should be dead now," Riki let out a choked sob and kept having horrid thoughts.

Just hang your useless self. No one will come and save you. Everyone hates you. You have the rope in your closet, just get it and hang from the ceiling fan.

Riki agreed to what his thoughts were saying and got up from his bed and pulled his wooden chair under his ceiling fan. "I guess this is what I'll do." Riki cried more and went to his closet. He opened the white door and looked around for a rope.

"I always kept it in here, where is it?" Riki asked himself. He kept searching the closest until he had found it, which he did.

"Finally," he sighed and wiped his tears away. Riki took in a deep break and got up off of his knees. He walked over to the chair and stepped on it. Riki threw one end of the rope over the fan and grabbed it, tying it in a knot. He then tied the noose and held it in both his hands.

Tears poured out of his eyes again and he started shaking. Riki pulled the rope over his neck and looked down at the ground.

Push the chair away loser. Do it, now. No one is going to care. It's not that hard. Riki's thoughts were now corrupted with horrid things. He pushed the chair out from under him and there was a knock at the door. Riki started couching, his legs swung in the air. The knocking got more violent and louder, it sounded like the door was going to break.

"Hello?!" Bakugo shouted from the other side.

Riki was getting weaker, his legs weren't moving as much and his hands were going numb. He was going numb. A few more tears fell from his face to the floor as he passed out.

Bakugo kicked the door open and stood there shocked, the food he brought was all over the floor now. He didn't know what to do, one of his friends is hanging there almost lifeless. He blinked a few times then ran over to him. Bakugo picked the chair up and put it back under his feet, hoping his feet would rest on the chair. It didn't work. Bakugo kept panicking even more.

"What do I do?!" He shouted, tears forming in his own orbs.

Bakugo took in a deep breath and pulled the chair over to himself. "I'll just untie him, yeah, that'll work." He said in a more steady tone. Bakugo did what he said he would do and untied the rope.

Riki fell and landed on the floor. Bakugo mentally face palmed himself for not catching the boy. Bakugo stepped down and put the chair back where it belonged. "I'll take him to Recovery Girl." Bakugo spoke and picked him up.

Bakugo looked out into the hallway. He sighed when no one was there. The ash blond walked out of room and shut the wooden door. Bakugo hurried down the empty hall. He approached the elevator and frantically pressed the down button. The metal doors opened and he basically jumped into the small space. He pressed the button for the first floor. The doors closed and the elevator started moving.

Bakugo leaned against the wall and looked down at Riki. Riki's head was rested on his shoulder and his arms hung at his sides. Bakugo smiled slightly and ran his fingers through the brown males hair.

"Is hair is so soft," Bakugo said, running his fingers through Riki's hair more.

The doors to the small box opened and Bakugo stepped out. He peaked around the corner, still seeing no one. Where the hell is everyone? He thought and walked out into the open. Bakugo went to the stairwell and opened the doors. He walked down the cold, concrete stairs until he was at the doors that lead to the outside.

Bakugo went outside and felt the cold air go through his clothes. "Fucking hell. Why is it so cold?" He complained and hugged Riki tighter.

Bakugo kept walking, it was harder to walk to the school building with someone in your arms. After a long walk which felt like it took hours, Bakugo threw the glass door open and made his way to Recovery Girls office. There were still Teachers in their classrooms, some waved while others told Bakugo to go back to the dormitory. Bakugo never went back though, obviously, he was to concerned about Riki.

Bakugo was meet with a silver door with a small window. He knocked on the glass and waitied for the door to open. Right after he knocked the door had opened. "Yes?" Recovery Girl asked, looking up at Bakugo.

"Uhm, can I come in?" He replied, even more nervous then he was earlier.

"Of course! Come in, but why are you here?" Recovery stepped back and let him in. Bakugo went over to one of the beds and set Riki down on the sheets.

"It's uh, Ruy. I walked into his room and he hung himself.." Bakugo mumbled. He was looking down at the ground now, tears were in his eyes again.

"Oh, uh, I'll take care of him. I don't think I can do much though." Recovery Girl walked over and looked at Riki, she noticed how the sheets were starting to stain. "He didn't only hang himself." Recovery Girl said and took his hoodie off.

Bakugo stood at the foot of the bed and watched, he covered his mouth with his hand. Blood was still running down Riki's arms. It looked like the cuts were deep and he would need stitches.

"He seems to be unconscious but he's breathing well now." She spoke and backed up.

"Okay," Bakugo didn't know what to say, he was in complete shock. Riki was closer to him, closer than Bakugo was to Kirishima.

"I'll just put some wrap on his arms and check up on him tomorrow and see if he does need stiches." Recovery Girl smiled at Bakugo and went back over to Riki.

Bakugo nodded and watched as she cleaned the stained arms and wrapped them. Recovery Girl stepped away again and put her supplies away. "You can go back to your dorm now, it's getting late." Recovery Girl said in a strict tone.

"What about Ruy?" Bakugo was trying to stay by his friends side longer. It didn't work at all.

"Bakugo, you need rest. Go." Recovery Girl had a stricter tone in her voice.

Bakugo finally agreed and stepped toward the door. He felt tears running down his face and he pushed the door open and ran out.

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 31, 2021 ⏰

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