Random Sh(stuff)it from my Brain

The Fading Light of My Control

When they finally fell, I thought that it would fill me with joy. But as I stand here, I don't feel anything, not happiness, not regret, not sadness, Just emptiness. I feel like I'm detached, not present.

I don't remember how I left or how I got here

Apparently it has already been 3 years, I don't know what has happened during this time. I still stuck on the moment that the light faded out,

Feels like it was just yesterday

I Don't wan- err- I feel like a passenger in my life, just observing as the driver drives(drives seriously) along,

yet I can't recall all that happens

I am in a two-year relationship, but I don't know him, it has been 3 years since Fading light

I am no longer in control

Fading light so beautiful

No emotions

Fading light so full of sorrow

Reality is distorted

Fading Light fading

Reality is FAKE

I have Kids! One is a teen and the other is a child, I don't know them, their names, their likes and dislikes, But SHE does,

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