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Do u ever feel like something is your fault?

You never did anything, but u could have.

U should have.

What shocks me the most is that I feel this way.

When he died.

I didn't even know him.

We weren't buddy's.

We weren't friends.

I didn't know him, he didn't know me.

Yet...I still feel like its kinda my fault.

I could of helped him.

I even could of saved him.

Maybe, just maybe if I got to know him I could of done something.

Anything.

If I was there, then his father wouldn't have cryed, if I was there then jasmine wouldnt have to go threw that,if I was there then a girl wouldnt  have cryed, a boy wouldn't have cryed, a little kid wouldn't have cryed, no one would have cryed.

Everyone would of still been fine.

I just think why?

why god?

Why would u take someone away?

Why would u make him do that?

Why would u make him sad?

Why would u make him feel sad?

Why would u make people feel sad?

Why would u make his little sister sad?

Why would u make his father cry?

{To be continued an fixed}

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