So not that long ago me and my friends were at a school movie,but we got bord and desided to go out side and started skating and fucking around. When we went by the gym there was a wrestling turniment going on.one of our friends was in it and we wanted to see him but we couldn't go because we didn't have any more money, so we huddled around the tiny window trying to see.I was in the middle and when I looked inside a guy was just passing by,we locked eyes for a split second. but I saw it. I saw. He had a funny look. Like something was wrong. something was going out and There was only a spark left. While I was looking at him I noticed how cute he was,nice curlyish brown hair, tan skin, had a nice lean built, 5'7 5'8, and then perfect dark brown eyes. A couple hours later me an my friends said our good byes an left.
The next week at lunch I saw him again. He was walking with the football players and for a bit he actually looked happy,smiling and laughing like every thing was fine. And of course I believed it. Everyone did. At the time I didn't know him or even his name. When u saw him he seems so cool an fun. I wanted to be his friend. I kept seeing him for a couple more weeks after that. Sometimes he'd be with a bunch of people or walking by himself. But then I didn't see him anymore. I kinda wondered were he had went but just thought he was hanging with peeps doin his own thing. Very soon after he dissapered I heard that some sophomore had died but I didn't pay any real attention on who it was. Something like a car crash or hanging. But Today I was sitting in p.e chillin when my friends,lacey an jilda, and they started talking about a stupid dance and how jasmie had asked out a guy that me and jilda call asshole(cuz he is one). And then they started talking about her brother And how it was so sad that he hung himself. When she said that I was like "WOOO WO WO WO, HER BROTHER?!!?" ( I still didnt know who it was) She was all like ya ya look here is a pic of him. When I saw who it was I froze. not believing it. It couldn't be. It was HIM. I just stared. I sat back, threw my ear buds in and thought "So thats why he had that look". I should have known what it was. Maybe if I did I could of helped him. Be someone he could talk to about things without be judge.I wouldn't have, And then I thought "did anyone know how sad he was"? How broken he had become? This hole time he was slowly going insane, an when no one did anything...he broke. Found the only way he could for an out. I just wanna know what he felt when his hole world finely went black.when he escaped and left us all behind in this hell. Is he finely happy? Did he care that he left so many people in pain? Did he think we would be better off with out him? I finely know his name now.
It was Dominic Moreno. The "happy" broken boy.
2-6-15 1:48pm
