REPUTATION . . . ben chilwell

TWENTY SEVEN; I GUESS IT'S GOODBYE FOR US, PART 3

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027 i guess it's goodbye for us, part 3

" Be my girlfriend, again? "

— 𝘁𝗿𝗼𝘆𝗲 𝘀𝗶𝘃𝗮𝗻
"LADIES AND GENTLEMEN you might be wondering why I've saved Lose you to love me last. Well this is going to sound cocky, but I'm dedicating this to two guys who I truly love." I watched my best friend/ roommate say on the stage.

I know I have to let go of her one day, Am I being selfish right now? Probably yeah. "You alright?" I look up at Tyler, I nod before my concentration was glued back onto the stage.

I noticed Blanche look at me and Ben with a sad smile, she was crying. All I want to do is run up to the stage and hug her.

Maybe I have to say goodbye.

"Troye lighten up a bit, you've gone quieter than normal." Abel nudged me on the side as he waved his phone out that had his flash on.

"Yeah, sorry." I messed around with the pockets of my jeans and started recording Blanche with my phone.

"You promised the world and I fell for it, I put you first and you adored it" Blanche sang, she continued chocking on her words nod also tried hiding her tears from the cameras yet the crowd.

— 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝘆𝗹𝗲𝘀
"To love, love, yeah. To love, love, yeah To love, yeah. I needed to lose you to love me, yeah" i sang through the microphone. It had came to the point where I started crying on stage, no it wasn't the first time but I hated the fact that my mum was in the crowd watching her daughter cry yet she can't come up to comfort me.

"Blanche you alright?" I heard Connor speak through the earpiece as I continued singing. I shook my head no as more tears were raining down my eyes. "I'm going on stage alright? stay there."

I heard Connor approaching from the backstage and ran besides me. The crowd had started singing along, I'd noticed some girls and boys crying with me.

"I'm here, i'm here." Connor comforted me, I rested my head on his shoulders as the bright light shot on us as-well as the camera.

"You promised the world and I fell for it, I put you first and you adored it. Set fires to my forest, And you let it burn, Sang off-key in my chorus."

I watched Rowan resting her head against Kai's shoulder, I watched how Kai kissed her forehead whilst wiping her sobbing tears away. "i love you!" Rowan mouthed to me.

I then watched Dua smile at me, her and Anwar were happily holding one another as they continued to sing along with me.

My sister, Gemma,was with her boyfriend and my mum. I watched how Gemma and Harry were hugging one another and rocking side to side with there flashlights on.

For a matter of fact I saw many happy couples together in the crowd, some were kissing, some were slowly dancing together.

And there I saw her, Loren. 

I saw her just a distance away, she too was crying. When our eyes met she immediately smiled, her tears trickled down her eyes slowly. It stayed like that before she nods towards me, she then made a love heart with her hands.

"To love, love, yeah. To love, love, yeah. To love, yeah." I held the mic down and listened to the crowd and Connor sing.

"I needed to hate you to love me, yeah" I sang through the crowd, my God half these people must of been heart broken.

My eyes must of glanced back and forth against Troye then Ben. I noticed how Troye started whispering to Ben and started pointing in different directions.

The fuck was happening?

"Look bitch, I am Troye mother fucking Sivan. I don't care if Blanche wasted money for you to protect her, she knows who we are." Troye snapped at the poor security guard who was just doing his job, "Look this man here" he dragged Ben besides him, "Is the father of Blanche's future kids." I hear troye yell.

"And now the chapter is closed and done. To love, love, yeah. To love, love, yeah. To love, yeah"

"And now it's goodbye, it's goodbye for us..." i held my arm back down and walked towards the back of the stage until the song ended and the lights were out.

"i need security on the left stage, we have two guys running towards Blanche!" i heard one of the security guards say through the earpiece.

I immediately turn around and saw Ben running towards my direction with Jack Grealish being stopped by security, but he still continued to record ben.

"Go on Chilly!" Jack yells loudly

"Ben what the fu-" I was stopped by Ben placing his lips on mine, the sound of the crowds screaming were all a muffle for me.

"Be my girlfriend, again?" Ben says towards the microphone so everybody could here. The crowd chanting 'yes' really boosted my ego.

"yes."

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