He's already talking to someone
We went on a break last Thursday
I contact him Wednesday
If I didn't I would've kept waiting for him
And he said he was already talking to someone
And I was right
It was the girl named Avery from Hunstville
You have to be fucking kidding me
I knew it was gonna come around
But not during a break
It wasn't even a fucking week
"Answer me honestly I wont be mad"
"Yea?"
"Are you talking to someone?"
".....yea'
"Ah who is it?"
"Avery from hunstville"
"I knew it"
"Is that why you wanted the break? To be with her"
"No I wasn't talking to her when we were together. I wanted the break because we were fighting a lot. You cant tell me every time I walked in there you were already bitching at me"
"So when did you start talking to her?"
"A few days ago"
I couldn't say anything anymore.
I feel sick again.
It's the after pain that gets me
When I am distracted then ok sure I forget about him
But when I'm alone and I start to think it all goes back to him
Ugh I hate him for it.
Yes it will take some time to get over it
But people- IT WAS A BREAK! NOT A BREAK UP! WHY WAS HE STARTING TO TALK TO SOMEONE ELSE?!
Like my gut feeling said it was gonna be her. My gut feeling never lies
My gut feeling said that one day he was gonna leave and I told him
"Your gut is wrong. I am not going anywhere. I will be by your side always."
Are you FUCKING kidding ME?
I know he loved me. I really did. But he gains and losses feelings really easy.
And I knew he was going to fall for the girl.
OH MY GOSH IT HURTS SO MUCH
I Hate it when I am right.
There is gonna be something better I know there is. Well for me at least
I was the longest relationship he ever had
9 months. Almost 10. If he waited one more fucking day it would have been 10 months. ALMOST A YEAR.
He gets everything he wants. He is spoiled
Look he got a new car and something funny he got a new GIRL
THE EXACT SAME WEEK
Look people I don't really care who he dates or likes anymore.
The only thing that hurts me is that it wasn't even a week.
He didn't have the balls to tell me that he wanted to break up
So technically I broke up with him
If you fall in love just don't. It fucking hurts. And If you do then you better see that he treats you well.
Love blinds people. I can speak from experience.
I'm not falling in love anymore.
And if I do it's gonna be A fucking 2D character
Oh yea did I mention that before
He was insecure because anime men were more attractive than him
He hated Hawks. I talked about him 24/7 and it annoyed him
DON'T DATE IF YOU GIVE EVERYTHING TO A PERSON BECAUSE THEY WILL THROW IT AWAY
At least I'm talking for myself
