D for Depression [Mature]

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Well, well, well what do we have here?

I know, I know..You probably think it is a joke. I mean why the hell a writer who gave up their story for four months would make an update?

As if there is anyone who keeps waiting for it.

But in case there is. This is for you.

It's been so long that I've almost forgotten how to write and communicate properly with you guys. I'm not gonna lie, it did crossed my mind to give up on this. Mostly because I felt like I disappointed everyone with my break. I am a reader too and I understand how annoying it can be when somone doesn't update for so long.

I mean you've probably forgotten what this book is about. 

Do I blame you?

Do I blame me?

But the reasons why I didn't update were legit. Or at least that's how it felt for me. 

Writing has always been a meditation technique for me. A moment when I didn't worry about anything else around me, just this little story of pure imagination. A story I didn't expect to become so big. Because yes. For me this is HUGE.

And like every little aspect of my life it ended up bringing me anxiety. Do I write well? Is this interesting? Is it okay to put my own feelings out there through the characters? Where is this going?

You wouldn't even believe the thoughts in my head and frankly you don't have to know. Because at least for now I know where I'm heading. 

There were a ton of things that happened to my life this summer. Changes I expected, but I wasn't sure if I was ready.

A new job, a bigger plan for my future and all this in the middle of the worst season. Freakin summer.

Now don't ask me why I dislike it so much. What is it to like. The 40 degrees everywhere? The distructions all over the world? Or the constant idea that this should be the best period of our lives?

There were also some personal complications in my life, mood changes, anxiety attacks, my whole fuckin country on fire. (I know that this happened in many parts of the world. I feel for every single one of you who experienced this disastrous summer. Climate change is real. I just need to put it out here)

But other than that I wanted to genuinly say one thing.

I missed this. I missed writing here. I missed you guys.

That's why I am announcing the official come back of this book.

In the next update you will find a recap of the book so far, because as I said I don't expect from anyone to remember it or start it from the begining.

Chapter 40 will be realised immediately after it. It's already ready.

I really can't wait for everything that is to come. 

Hope you are ready too.

xoxo