August 26, 2021
12:55am
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Sorry...
...for being too selfish,
I can't take it if I won't talk to you every minute.
...for being too clingy,
You are my human blanket and the pillow for my head, my comfort and my safest place.
...for being an overthinker,
I'm just afraid that you'll left me just like what others did.
...for being so expressive.
I just want you to know how happy I am to have you by my side each and everyday.
Sorry...
For being so annoying,
That you yourself can't even handle me sometimes. I'm irritating and will make you lose your temper sometimes and I'm sorry for that.
But eventhough this shits happen, I still have my soft spot, and my love for you will never ever change no matter what.
So everyday, I want to...
...Thank you..
...for arriving in God's perfect time,
That you were able to see who really is the real me and how am I so difficult to love, how crazy it is to be part of my world and how beautiful it is to met such a mess full of contradictions.
...for understanding,
That even in the days I'm hard to understand, you never failed to read my pages and manage to stand.
...for staying,
even in my darkest days, you still gave me the light that I thought was all gone.
...for loving me everyday,
with no hesitations and complaints.
Just loving me whole heartedly and embracing the whole me, completely.
Always,
Your Sunshine🌻💛
