Taehyung: A surprise Spanking (Continuation)

Taehyung Pt 2 Chapter 12

The sun shining through the window slowly wakes me up. It takes me a minute to open my eyes and realize I'm still on the couch. I feel a lump next to me wrapped around my waist and legs. Lightly chuckling I see Taehyung's sleeping face. The events of the day before return back to me and I keep myself from sighing heavily because of the way Jungkook left. I wriggle myself free of the teady bears grip without waking him and get up. I first go to my room and bathroom to quickly wash up and slip a new shirt I bought on of the longer mens shirt that are always comfy. 

After I'm done I walk back to the kitchen and make myself some coffee, as it brews I mindlessly stare at the drips as I think about Jungkook and the way his eyes showed so many negative emotions and all pointed towards me. How did it come to this? How did my instincts of wanting to protect them turn against me so negatively? I sigh as the coffee fills the cup and I grab it and put my favorite caramel macchiato creamer in it. Taking a careful sip the flavor spreads throughout my mouth and the warmth helps calm my racing mind. 

I decide to put that aside in my mind for now and worry about breakfast first. Taehyung will wake up soon and I want to make him breakfast. Thinking about it this will be my first time making him breakfast like this. I suddenly find myself blushing at the thought and semi panic as I grab ingredients from the fridge trying not to think about it. I decide on making some simple omelets and some sides of bacon and fruits to balance it out. As I'm preparing the eggs and pans I hear a noise come from the couch. I look up to see him stretching as he slowly wakes up. Half asleep he pats the couch as if looking for a lost blanket. I giggle at his cuteness and call out to him as I mix the eggs in a bowl. "Good morning sleepy head" His eyes open wider as he hears me and finally finds what he was looking for. 

With a sleepy grin he gets up and shuffles over to me. Wrapping his arms around my waist from behind me as I cook he lays his chin on my shoulder to look at what I'm doing. I hear his sleepy husky morning voice that somehow is deeper than his normal voice as he asks "What's this? Are you making me breakfast?" He chuckles lightly as he kisses my neck "This is a nice surprise, I'm actually gonna be able to taste your cooking for the first time. Poor Jungkook is going to be jealous." He laughs at the thought as I sigh a little. He squeezes around my waist more as he keeps talking, but this time with a more soothing tone "Hey don't worry so much, I get it, last night was definitely difficult for you. However its not your fault, you did the right thing and he was being careless. He'll come around, trust me. I'm sure he was regretting it after he left, he can be a little hot headed when he wants to be, but he doesn't stay that way for long." 

I listen to his words and they do help a bit, but of course I won't feel completely better until I see that smile of his again. I nod understanding "Ok." It's all I can manage to say and he kisses my cheek. His voice changes to a lighter one to change the mood "So what are you making? Can I help?" I see his efforts to try and cheer me up and I take a breath to calm myself before answering "I thought some omelets, bacon, and some fruits would be good. Actually if you don't mind you can help me with the fruit while I cook the other two. They still need to be washed and cut" He nods on my shoulder and kisses my neck "Ok! I can do that." He walks away to get started and I see him walking around with a cute smile on his face as I cook. Making breakfast like this together almost makes it seem like we are ma... no no no definitely not finishing that thought! I shake my head as if trying to erase the thought and feel myself getting embarrassed as I finish the first omelet. 

I sneak a glance at him and I regret doing so immediately. I see him eyeing me and when he sees me looking he chuckles to himself as if he figured out what I was thinking. I look away as I crack more eggs for the second one and after I get it in the pan I put some bacon in the second pan to cook as well. Taehyung is busy washing and cutting the fruits and as I watch him he looks happy. After everything that happened I'm relieved to be able to see that smile again. I realize as I'm watching, how much they mean to me. I realize how much I could easily accept this new way of living if I allowed myself to. However one thought keeps me from fully enjoying it all. Their dreams and carriers. The thought of putting them in harms way just for my selfishness makes me hesitant to want this all the time.