Bullied (chandler riggs)

Idek what to name this

I was running in the woods, my mom was screaming, I looked everywhere but she was never there, I turned around and I saw chandler. he punched me into the pond. I could breathe but Chandler kept trying to hold my neck to kill me.

"WAKE UP!" I heard and automatically I woke up. it was a dream though it felt very real. Chandler was in tears, I had sweat, tears, and burning face. I didn't know why but I guess he was worried.

After a while me and Chandler went back to my house, my dad was standing right in front of the door, I was too scared to talk to him.

"WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU?!" He yelled. calm down mofo I was just with a guy who has beaten me up for the last 4 years. no prob, lol.

"I-I was with my friend Chandler." I shakily said while not making eye contact to my dad. I'm not even close to be getting out of this situation.

"bitch did I say you could go somewhere with your 'friend'" he said in quotation marks on the word friend. Maybe if I leave I woudnt have to be by my pedophile dad and abuser friend. I still don't trust Chandler actually I will never trust him. I hate him and I will always no matter what. I might be dramatic but i don't care I was put through too much. we can be friends but that's that.

Chandler smirked as he said, "I'm gonna go but I'll see you at school." as soon as he started walking away I cried, lightly tears streamed down my face. I don't care if my dad beats me.

I might be suicidal but I actually have feelings. I need my mom, right now, right here. but I can't, I can never, EVER. until I die, the only way to see my mom, to be with her. I love her. I need my mom.

As soon as I looked from Chandler walking away looking at his chan booty (for all those crazy ass mofos😂) I gave a weak smile as if I was getting punched and patted. my dad just made a half smile half angry face. he kinda looked like a monkey that was high on drugs (kids don't do drugs... Or you'll look like a monkey). I never really realized that my dad didn't even talk to me. I just went up to my room, no one was there to protect me.

I cried softly and then went into a deep sleep. after an hour of dreamless sleep I woke up by the sound of my dad banging his fist on the door, "DINNER IS READY!" He shouted. He never made dinner... he probably put weed or nicotine in it. I didn't care I was hangry (hungry+angry) I was angry because I was hungry. yup I'm smart af!

(heyyyyy, sorry it's been like FOREVER but I'm back, oh and there was someone that shall not be named who messaged me on here saying stuff that I cuss too much, well for you GET THE HELL OUT OF MY PROFILE IF YOU ARE GONNA HATE okay luv you bye😘 lol that's something a drugatic would say but I really love you guys and I wish I could give everyone a bear huge!❤️)