Bullied (chandler riggs)

When she cries

The note was pretty small. for a note I guess, I read it and it says. he Chandler when are you gonna call us? I just looked at Chandler and he never made eye contact.

I got out of the car and walked to my house. as soon as I got out of the car, Chandler yelled. "bye slut" I instantly stop for a second and then start running, and crying

Okay, many people thought that chavanna was a thing.... looks of it now? I don't know what is gonna happen.

Have you ever felt that you didn't belong in this world? That's how I'm feeling right now.

I get home to see 15 text messages from Chandler saying, kill yourself. I never liked you. hope your dad rapes you. etc.

Maybe I should do what Chandler told me to do, I grabbed my blade and swiped. 1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10.11 and on.

I fell on the bathroom floor from how much blood I lost but soon after I got up and put my wrist in the bathtub and turned it on. im weak, useless, and worthless.

I took my wrist out. then thought that I can't do this now, time to do something to chandler, that will never be forgetful😈

I grabbed a rope and my neck In it and then put a hanger on the wall to look like I hung myself but yet. I didn't, I just was hanging there with my eyes close and my mouth shut swaying back and fourth.

Soon after, chandlers car pulled up and Chandler was cupping his mouth, crying, he deserves this. I had a note that said, 'how could you?' Chandler was breaking down and crying.

I soonly scream and that probably freaked him out but than I jumped down and punched Chandler in the face. "see Ya later BITCH!" I yelled as I said bitch.

Yeah, yeah I know what your thinking I pulled a huge and terrible prank on Chandler but than again in 8th grade he punched me and hurt me so bad that I was about to die until the principle called the police.

If Chandler wants to play? Than I can't be weak. I have to fight for my right.

I got many text messages from him saying. I hate you, what the fuck is wrong with you. i answered back
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S- oh yeah, what's wrong with me? Oh let me think. UMMMMMM oh yeah, you are a huge jerk that's what's wrong with me.

C- I hate you so much. you need to get murdered soon.

S-oh, k bye! See Ya at school 😘

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Right now I probably seem like a total bitch for doing this but HEY! It's chandlers fault. and he didn't think I was tough enough to do this? Did he?

Okay I admit I did do something horrible but he deserves it.

I took a shower and got into my pjs. I went into my bed and fell asleep quickly, I know it's only 7:00 but I really had a crazy and terrible day.

The next morning I got a text from Chandler waking me from my slumber and ready APPERENTLY for school.

C-meet me outside of school in an hour

Okay I guess you could say that he would beat me up but I'm going to bring a knife in my back pack so if I need to. I can cut dat bitch.

I got ready and put on a sleeping with sirens t-shirt and some skinny black jeggings.

I went to school on my penny board and got some breakfast on the way since I had 2 hours until school but I still met Chandler at the time.

He was standing out there smirking when he saw me. "hey babe." he grabbed me and pulled me into a kiss. THIS IS KISS RAPE.

"STOP STOP GET OFF ME!" I shouted, Chandler seemed. a little... Drunk.

He was about asleep and barely walking about how drunk he was. I instantly smacked him and took him into the bushes.

I can't let him go into school while being drunk I'm gonna have to hide him, I took him to the janitors basement when the bell rang and put him in a chair while being strapped down.

"I fucking want to fuck." he whispered and then I smacked him again but this time he fell asleep and an hour later I did too. the bell was about to ring when I woke Chandler up.

He didn't seem too drunk now, but still a little. I took him home and the rest of that stuff. the whole time I was trying to hold my breath because Chandler breath smelt like vodka.

I got home and cried. and cried, and cried. I cutted 6 times and just went on my roof to sit down and think, I heard a scream saying "DONT JUMP" it was chandler. "I wasn't gonna jump anyway!" I yelled back. Than I heard a thump of him climbing up to my roof.

"I hate you so much chandler." i spat not looking at him.

"I know what I did and I was drunk, the other day of me saying those things, I was drunk too, but when you "hung" yourself" he put a quotes around hung. " I really wanted you to be okay."

"Why do you get drunk? I mean is that a big habit of yours?" I questioned.

"Whenever I'm in love or whenever I'm angry I do that to make me feel better." wow he is an alcoholic... not surprised.

"Chandler?" I asked looking at the floor of the roof.

"Yes?" He answered.

"Do you love me?" I asked squinting my eyes. he just looked at me worried and moved closer.

"Yes I do and I will always." he answered.

Than he gave me a kiss, a real kiss.

(This one is short but please keep reading😘)