𝐒𝐢𝐱 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

VATALIE<3

Soooooo

I'm writing this cuz they're
✨soulmates✨

Also I'm trying writing on my phone for the first time. Usually I do it on a laptop
So I'll see how I like it

Anyways On with the story

tw: ed, cute couple

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NATALIES POV:
I'm fine
I'm ok
I'm doing great
Yeah, I'm good

The things I say to everyone

Yet on the inside
I feel so broken
I feel like no one loves me
I feel like I don't deserve my amazing girlfriend Vicki.
She gorgeous
Absolutely beautiful
And look at me
She deserves someone prettier

-ze small time skip of a few hours brought you by my cat who is eating my foot-

Later that night, vicks and I are getting ready to eat.
She is cooking dinner
Like usual

"Food is ready hun" vicks calls in her sweet voice
"Coming" I say as I walk to the table

Vicki sets down a plate of food for me and one for her.

"Oooo, looks yummy" I say while Vicki is taking her first bite

"Hopefully it is, I tried my best" vicks said with a small smile

"Im sure it is" I say taking a small bite

I continue eating small bites, trying not to consume too much food.

"Why aren't you eating more food babe" vicks said as she was washing her plate, since she's already finished

"Oh, I'm just not too hungry right now" I say while putting my plate in the sink

"Oh ok, we'll I'm gonna clean up and how bout you take your shower, then I'll take mine" vicks said in her adorable lil voice

"Ok" I say as I'm waking off to the bathroom

One I get to the bathroom I turn on the shower so vicks can't hear me.
I then close the bathroom door and open the toilet.
I bend over it and take a deep breath
Then I stick my fingers down my throat.
I begin to gag then I start throwing up.
I do this a few times until my vomit was clear and my throat burned so bad.
I then went to do it one last time, Until... the door opened
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VICKI'S POV:
Just as I finished cleaning up the kitchen, I realized that nat had been in the bathroom for a long time. The water was still running so I knew she was in there

I was getting a bit worried so I went over the bathroom and walked inside

but what I saw broke my heart into a million pieces.
Nat then looked at me with her tear filled eyes.
I crouch down to her level and just hug her.
She begins sobbing.

"I'm so sorry" she said over and over, and it just keeps breaking my heart

"Babes why would you do this" I say while wiping tears off her cheek.

"Cuz I'm ugly" she says while crying

"You aren't ugly babes, you are the most gorgeous girl I've ever seen" I say as u start crying

"Yeah I am ugly, im too ugly for someone like you" she said and it just keeps breaking my heart

She is still sobbing and shedding a few tears as well

I just hold her for an hour
Whisper little things in her ear
Rub her back in a circular motion

~one hour later~
"I love you babes" i say to her quietly
" I love you more" nat says
"Not possible" I say as we both giggle

Word count= 579 ( without a/n)

Well
That was...
Something

anyways see ya later

I love YOU
MUUUUAAAHHHHH 💖