Our Jinxed Souls

FELT

ASHER Friday 21

Around 5:50am

They went around the aquarium many times enough to make Asher let go of Jacxon's shirt, he have this feeling that if he lets go both of them are going to die, he doesn't want to risk that so he had to grab him by the shirt everywhere, although the real reason is just he's scared....

They went inside the censor room again but with fish projectors ,because it only opens at late 5am, they went around the aquarium alot of times before going inside the big species room, as soon as they walk in Asher started getting scared but Jacxon squeezed his Shoulders on his arm and they both walked like penguins, they walked like that like a solid few minutes while dying in a pit of laugher and stupidness, both of them are scared of he ocean in general that they don't even know how they landed here.

"Should we go now..." Jacxon hesitantly asks while looking around the room with sharks and sting rays looking at them, "no we should atleast face our fears you know, we might die today" Asher says dragging them both imfront of one of the tanks with the tiny sharks called "Dwarf Lantern Shark" ut says on the tag, "look this one's small, he's cute and he looks like you" Asher says letting go off Jacxon's grip and pointing at the shark ,the shark just  cutely  stared back at them,
"So you think im cute" Jacxon says sarcastically while tapping the tank with his index finger and smiling at Asher, "hey Ash, why did  you thought we should go here" Jacxon asks as Asher continues to watch the small shark swim around their small tank...
"My life is almost like these tanks, they're nice, survivable, but full of limitations, i got bullied at high-school just because of my skin, i got beaten up at a street near the school just because i was smart,i was beaten up once bbc of the assumptions  that i was gay,i was living, breathing yeah but my life had limitations, everyone's life to be honest, we all live but our differences is our limitations, my dad died while my mom was pregnant with my supposed to be younger sibling, we had financial issues so she had to abort the child, i didn't have any friends because my mom was an only child, my grandparents hates me for being me...., you're actually the first person i ever get close to ,apart from June that is completely not real..." Asher explains as tears flows out of his eyes, he's still looking at the shark swim around his tank while Jacxon watches him with his full attention,
"We're all like this small shark, we swim around our tanks, it's either we feel good that atleast we're alive, or we feel bad because we know that life can be better, unfortunately...not for us" Asher says wiping his tears with his sleeves, he walks away from Jacxon but he followed Asher and hugged him from behind "it's okay, that tank is broken now, you can do whatever you want, and you're not alone now ,and I'm definitely not imaginary ,here pinch my cheek or something" He says while holding Asher's hand up to his cheek, they continued being like that for a few minutes, teasing each other in the middle of the fishes,(rude)
"Thanks Jacx, really" Asher says with sincerity  and continues to drag Jacxon by the shirt again.