Scent of Broken things

Chapter 10

Kaden's Pov

Immediately, I put on some shorts and a T-shirt and come out to see Skai sitting at the edge of my bed. I let out a deep sigh, knowing it can't be any good from the way he's looking down.

I turn on the lights and a pull the chair next to him. "Hey, what's wrong?" I ask taking a seat.

For a few seconds, he did not speak, as if he was thinking how to say whatever was on his mind. I gently place a warm hand on his shoulder and look at him, "It's okay, whatever you say will only be between us", I affirm.

He lets out a deep sigh, "It's Alexander", he says in a low voice.

Curious and wanting to know what happened, but I don't want to give it away, that.... that I still care about him. Maybe my feelings weren't reciprocated back towards me, but I will remain silent. 

"He hasn't been his right self these days, before we transferred to this department we would always have fun and at least have a decent conversation but now, I just- I just don't know its - he is really quite and irritated all the time, he has been thinking alot for himself, I don't mind I just want to know whether everything is alright with him", he finishes with a deep sigh genuinely concerned for his best friend.

I understand where his is coming from, once Jacob did the same thing back in middle school and it hurt me alot but why would Skai confide in me? "I see", I say in a low voice, "but, why would you tell me all of this? what do I have to offer?", I finish, trying to find an answer in his eyes. 

"There's something about you that Alexander sees, he has never taken any interest on anyone", Skai says.

"He would just fuck and leave, that was his style, but with you it's different", he finishes.

"Really, then why did he kiss that blonde girl on the benches today?", I ask.

"I'm not going to be one of the many people he would use and dump', I say standing up and walking towards the window.

He lets out a deep sigh, "I'm not asking you to do anything", he says as he follows me to the window.

"all I'm asking is just, don't give up"

Suddenly my head darts his way, "What do you mean by that".

"I've seen how you look at him and how he looks at you, and I know whatever it is, its real", He finishes.

I gulp down and look straight ahead, concentrating at the beautiful starry night, "well whatever it was, it's all over now", I say with a heavy heart.

He places his hand on my shoulder, "You should re-evaluate that", he gives a warm smile and jumps through the window. what the fuck! I look down immediently to see him waving at me, I let out a relieving sigh and shake my head and wave back.

How can I re-evaluate the fact that Alexander kissed me and on the same day he kissed the blonde girl. I'm nothing but a person he will use and throw once he's done and I will not allow myself to be that person.

I  leave the window open and lock the door, turning off the lights I plop on the bed, irritated and annoyed, ever since I came here I've been so irritated and annoyed and the physical pain won't help either, fuck you Kyle. I can't concentrate, I need to focus on my goal I repreat in my mind, I need to focus on finding the killer that murdered nana and killed all those innocent people.

I let out a deep sigh and place my arm on my forehead, closing my eyes for abit, and the image of Alexander comes right through, fuck, I feel my dick getting harder and harder, I swallow a huge lump and remove my clothes, somehow lieing down made it easier to remove my underwear and now it's on full length extending towards the air.

I wide my legs abit allowing the cool air hit my meat and oh, that feel so good. I let out a shaky breath and close my eyes, my head rested on the pillow and my arm on my forehead.

 I wrap my fingers arround my length and start stroking slowly.

Alexander's pov

"had enough huh!", I grit my teeth while holding this son of a bitch from him collar.

He didn't have enough energy to talk, he just lied their unconscious, "Take him to the infirmary and say- I dont know- come up with something", I say to the man next to me who is ready to lift his body and drag him to the infirmary, "make sure the chief won't get a wiff of this", I say before he nods and vanishes with Kyle's unconscious body to the infirmary.

I take a seat on a nearby chair with my head rested on my bloody hands, the first thing I saw today was Kyle beating Kaden blue and black and the last thing I know is I'm beating the shit out of Kyle. Oh and that stupid bitch Jessica, I would strangle her to death if she wasn't the chief's daughter. I have to get on the chief's good side in order to get access to some files so I have to let Jessica do whatever she wants, for awhile.

I felt my heart clench when I saw the look Kaden had on his face just before jessica sucked on my lips and Kyle took that opportunity to beat him even more, it should have been just training and I wasn't satisfied by the simple warning chief had given him, thus the unconsious body in the infirmary right now. 

I make my way to my room and straight to the bathroom, the warm water running through my body washing all the sweat and blood away, I punch the wall with anger, remembering Kaden's heartbroken face, God I wish I could turn back time and kiss him again, tasting his lips once more and making sure he understands I- I- never mind. 

I come out of the bathroom fresh out of the shower, I put on some shorts and a black t-shirt with some shoes and a cap. I walk out of the dorms, wanting to apologize to him. To talk to him, say I'm sorry. I just want to see him once more before this day calls for an end.

I walk towards the building and see the window to his room is open, clearly I cannot go in without the key, It's abit cold, maybe I'll try to climb up this pipe, and I did, I made sure to place proper footing and once I'm hanging on the railing of his balcony, I place my foot on the little opening on the wall and jumped on the balcony like a ninja making sure not to make a sound and the next thing I saw knocked me sensless, I took cover behind the wall and let out a deep breath, there he was on the bed, naked and stroking his dick, I gulped down as my eyes roamed arround his beautiful lean body, over evey muscle, every curve and bend. 

He's perfect.