my mute student

chapter 8

*Miss.grays POV*
It's been 2 months since I've seen Raven, I'm worried. I don't even know the reason why she left. She just walked out. Ever since that day I haven't been the same. I don't eat very often,I wear baggy clothes all the time and stuff like that. I can tell I look like trash right now, not very sexy.

I know.

I know.

Yes I freaked out a little then I throw up. I throw up only because I forgot to take my medicine with my food this morning. I can't keep my food down if I don't take the medicine up everything goes.

I just want raven back. I want to hear her voice,to be in her arms again,to trace her abs,to feel safe again because right now I don't feel safe. I feel as if someone is watching me but only at home though. I bet its Tay or one of her friends, something like that.

For all I know is Raven is not coming back any time soon, I'm being watched and I'm unsafe.

''Please raven come to me, I need you.'' Was the last thing I said before going to sleep.
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*ravens POV*
Two months.

Two fucking months I have been away from lexa. I can't do it anymore but I have to. I've gotten a note to stay way from her or they will call the police with pictures as proof. But all I want is lexa in my arms safe and sound.

But I can't.

So today I'm going to see her and by that I mean going to school. I'm bring all the notes and pictures and stuff so if she asked why I haven't been around. She has to understand that I didn't want to leave her this long.

It was only for a week that turned into two months. Someone planned to get me away from her just to get her alone,But who?

I don't know but I'm going to find out so me and lexa can be together.

Right now I was in my car driving to school. Oh I forgot to mention while I stayed away from lexa I bought a house. It's not big nor small,it's just right how I like a house. If your wondering what my theom is, it's black,white and gray.

I pulled up to the school just in time for the bell to ring. I got out and walked inside to my first period.

After not being at school for 2 months everyone was shocked. I've changed a lot in 2 months. For one my muscles where more defined but that's what you do to distract your mind to not make your heart hurt more then it already is. I've also got taller. It was like I went thourgh pubity all over again. Also I've been working on my voice. Its weird using it, But I'll get used to it.

Ok now I'm getting nervous it's now 3rd period. I'm afraid of what her reaction will be. I mean I left her for 2 months with no explanation,no nothing. Shes going to be mad at me.

I walked slowly to her room making myself late. When I got to her room her door was closed and the room was going wild. Like stuff being thrown across the room, people in groups talking and stuff like that.

I knocked on the door. It all got quiet then the door opened. A jock opened the door. He looked like he had seen a ghost. I raised an eyebrow at him.

He started to shake as he started walking. I smirked he pee his pants and ran out the room. I held back my laughter because everyone was looking at me besides one person,Lexa. I looked around the room and looked back at lexa. I walked slowly but quietly so she wouldn't know someone is walking beside her.

I gently pulled her chair out and lifted her up and put her on my lap. She slowly lifted her head and looked at me. She started to ball her eye out as she clung onto me like her life depended on it with her head in my neck.