That night Zacky's mind was in wild panic. After getting Brian's phone number and getting home, he was shaking in his bed. You see there is a reason that Zacky feel like a creep. His ex-boyfriend was not a nice guy, and abused Zacky until Matt one day found out, and kicked the ex-boyfriends ass. Zacky had in the last years believed that he was the reason that his ex was abusing him, and that had almost destroyed him. Zacky didn't believe he was worth loving.
It's not that he didn't want to find love! He had really tried, but failed and found some random guys on parties just to have a "good time". Never felt right. He taught himself that he was a creep. More and more every day.
Brian had done something he never ever had expected. Brian had looked at him with tender eyes and said he liked him! In that way. And Zacky couldn't resist, he had finally met a man that was going put him first. He could see it in his eyes.
In an attempt to make his mind rest, he took out his guitar and played a few riffs. Music had always helped him calm down, in many ways.
He fell asleep with a small smile on his face that night.
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Next day Zacky had an awful headache, but he got up and made himself some dark coffee. A couple of minutes later he found a message on his phone:
Hey, Zee! Do you mind if I'm calling you that? Hope not. I'm going to pick you up about 7'o clock to night at your place. Hopefully we're going to have the time of our life. See you around soon. <3
Love, Brian.
The butterflies came back in flocks in his stomach. He couldn't help but giggle as he quickly sent a sweet reply and gave Brian his address.
The day at work went as slow as it possibly could. Zacky worked at a gas station and meet usually the weirdest people on this planet. His worst memory was a marching band on tour that wanted 40 hot dogs, with mustard, ketchup and a lot of onion! Poor Zack was exhausted, after 3 hours of feeding them. He couldn't eat a single hotdog in a month after that happening!
Right now there wasn't a soul to see on the road, and Zacky was bored to death. Al of a sudden, a large black motorcycle drove into the driveway of the gas station. The driver looked like a hardcore MC- fanatic, with a black helmet, which had stunning skull painted on it. Moreover, he had a leather jacket with the name "The Rev" painted on his back. The guy looked kind of scary, and Zacky felt like hiding behind the desk. "Hey! ROCK'N ROLL !!" The guy came jumping in the door, absolutely hysterically happy about Zacky's choice of music, (which was Pantera), and took of the helmet during head banging around the store.
Zacky couldn't help but laughing loudly! This was the most amazing entrance someone had ever made through those doors! The very tall guy finally got down from his heaven and is now leaning against the front desk: "Hi, I'm Bond, James Bond! Nuuh.. kidding, I'm Jimmy but you can call me The Rev." He said, pointing to his back. Zacky bursting out in a new laughter, but quickly tried to calm down.
"I-I'm Z-Zacky." He snorted, tears filling his eyes.
Jimmy turned out to be an awesome guy and entertained Zacky for the next couple of hours.The conversation floated great, so Zacky told him about his date and how nervous he was about it. "Don't worry Zee, you going to knock his socks of, your fuckin' beautiful!" Jimmy grinned. Zacky couldn't help but blush like a girl. "Hope you are right, Rev." Zacky sighed, deep down, he didn't really believe Jimmy..
When Jimmy left, and Zacky's shift was over, he went home to shower, get dressed and have some quick food. He put on his black silky jeans, an AC/DC t-shirt which was black and white, and a green shirt that was matching his eye color perfectly. On top of that he picked a black leather jacket. He looked stunning, even though he didn't realize it himself.
Finally, he heard Brian's car outside.. Let the party begin.
The doorbell rang high in Zacky's apartment. Running like an animal to open it, Zacky almost tripped over his own feet. Then the world stopped once again. "Ready?" Brian smirked. Meeting Zacky's eyes freely and confident. He looked stunning. "Yeah." Zacky breathed.
Brian drove down to the beach and when they had got out of the car, he took Zacky's hand and said simply; "Follow me, baby."
And there, behind some bushes Brian had built a little shelter of leaves and stocks. Below there was blankets and cushions, food and lanterns with fireflies that gave the whole thing a romantic atmosphere. The sound of the waves is flooding the shore. The epic sunset made Brian's dazzling eyes, even more fairytalistic, and it made Zacky want to fall into Brian's arms and stay there for a hundred years. The conversation had been floating great the last two hours and both of the guys were very happy to be just were they were at this moment. Zacky suddenly looked up at Brian from Brian's chest. "Are you going to kiss me now?" He asked with a hint of passion. Brian, a little surprised about this, nodded, and crashed his thin lips into Zacky's soft big ones.
Everything seemed just perfect now, but no one would know about what was yet to come.
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I'm a Creep - Synacky
FanfictionZacky have a hard time finding love and accepting himself for who he is. But when Brian shows up everything is going to be different. While the darkness form Zacky's past is coming closer to both men, there is real danger in the air. No one knows...