Aye zindagi...

Laute nahi

As soon as Farhad left Keerthi sat on the sofa with a thud. Pallavi and Raghav rushed to her.

Pa : Keerthi... Tum thik
Ke : tor diya rista,chor gaya mujhe vo... Chor..she started crying.... Raghvi Hugged her kabhi na chorne ka promise kiya tha... Tor diya,kabhi na sath chorna thaa chor diya... Kyu ..kyu kiya aisa ha? He made so many promises,so many memories,aab main kya karu unh yaadon ka.... Mujhe mujhe adhura,khokla kaar gaya... Jaab koi rishta tuthta hai na,insan bhi tuthta hai,bikhar jate hai vo...aur jaab dilse jura rista chor jata hai,toh zindegi muskil ho jati hai,pata hi chalta iske ageh kya kare,kaha jaye,jisko leke zindagi sochi vo hi nahi hai toh aab ish adhure zindagi ka kya kare... Ek toh chala jata hai,aur ek vahi tham jata hai.... The problem is,no one taught us how...how to unlove.... Raghvi looked at her and they could feel her broken heart but unfortunately they couldn't comfort her. She needs to let it out. I need some alone time
Pa : Keerthi but
Ra : Tum jao Keerthi,tumhare room mein koi nahi ayega jaab taak you want to.... Keerthi left
Pa : Raghav! What if she.... Vo abhi tut gayi hai... She needs
Ra : Trust me Pallavi,she needs some alone time,with herself,with her feelings... Abhi Farhad ko kuch bolna bhi bekar hai...

Khwab de do
Ya saath de do
Mil sako toh
Aa ke jawaab de do

Keerthi was looking at all the photos of them and crying... Waa this really over, everything ending!

Khwab de do
Ya saath de do
Mil sako toh
Aa ke jawaab de do

Farhad could not think straight,he said what he should not. He was constantly punching the punch bag

Aisa hua na kabhi
Jaisa hua hain abhi
Tum khwabo mein bhi humein
Aate nazar kyun nahi
Tumko mera waasta
Jaate hain kya yun bhala
Ki laute nahi
Kyun laute nahi
Kyun laute nahi..!!

Keerthi was having this feeling that if they fall apart now, they'll never be back together. This crack will create a wall between them forever.

Farhad Closed his eyes sitting in a corner. The words he told was playing at the back of his mind. How can he now stand in front of her. How can he face her. How just how. He has created a rift which made a wall between them.

Bin tere ek pal
Aave nahi chaina
Kitni adhoori baatein reh gayi
Kuch toh kaho naa
Kaise jiyein kahan jaayein
Tere bin ab nahi rehna
Maan ja aa bhi ja saajna
Tumko mera waasta
Jaate hain kya yun bhala

Keerthi threw everything here and there in room. She was lost, absolutely and totally. She didn't know how to get over with all this.

Ki laute nahi
Kyun laute nahi
Kyun laute nahi..!!
Khamkha jee raha

Keerthi was nothing without Farhad but after today, she's not going to be with him. But,how to live without him.... Keerthi slept crying to herself.

Bin tere main yahan
Aa bhi ja saajna
Puchta dil mera
Tu kaha laapata
Naa sata saajna
Tumko mera waasta
Jaate hain kya yun bhala
Ki laute nahi
Kyun laute nahi
Kyun laute nahi..!!

Farhad was punching the wall and hurting himself. He lost the girl he loved with his heart. He lost his world just because of his stupidity. Is she ever going to be with him again....

Next day, Keerthi was looking dull. Pallavi was worried but Raghav assured her. Keerthi ste very little which bothered Jaya. On asking,she stated she's not well. Jaya was supposed to visit relatives so she left and suggested she'll be back after some days. Shortly after Jaya left Farhad entered looking equally dull. Keerthi looked at him and then at his hand. Raghav told Farhad to meet in the study room. As soon as Farhad entered, Raghav locked the door.

Ra : Farhad, why!!
Fa : Anna! You can hit me or even kill me, I know I have done a big mistake
Ra : Dekh I understand you got jealous but bro
Fa : Mere galti ki koi maafi nahi Anna maine
Ra : Main koun hu tujhe maaf karne wala tujhe Keerthi seh baat
Fa : You can hit me or even kill me, I know I have done a big mistake
Ra : But Farhad
Fa : Mere galti ki koi maafi nahi Anna maine
Ra : Shut up, just shut up! Yeah floor ki tarah dekhke record ki tarah baajo maat. I'm trying to understand
Fa : I won't be able to do this
Ra : Do what!
Fa : Anna.... Taking a deep breath I can't continue with Keerthi.... I know, you are mad at me and you can blame me for anything... But,things are not going good aur aise I'm just hurting her. Mere aur uske life ke goals alag hai, opinion alag hai,aims alag hai....
Ra : Aur tere aims kya hai
Fa : Mera khudka kuch... I know aap mere liye saab karoge and you can arrange any luxury for me... I want to earn it ... I don't want to ruin her life because of my stupidity.... Main sach mein commitment keh liye ready nahi hun really. I love her but can't committee.
Ra : Keerthi ke sath kya kaar raha tha hmm... He caught Farhad's collar Mera sister life seh kuch nahi mangi, tereseh tutke pyaar kiya and you're leaving her because you can't committee. Tereko kabhi saak nahi kiya main. Aur tune yeah kiya.... Mera behen ki pyaar aur trust ka aisa.... Chiii he left Farhad tereko main zabardasti nahi karega
Fa : Thank you Anna, pyaar zabardasti hota nahi.
Ra : chup! Bilkul chup...maine zabardasti nahi karunga isiliye bola because you don't deserve Keerthi.... Uska pyar aur care ka layak nahi hai tu. Main cahe toh tujhe zid seh apna behen ka sath rakh sakta hu. But, you don't deserve that kind of love... Her love is beautiful and pure. I am sad because my... my best friend,my bro.. gave me this in return...tune mere pith par chura mara....
Fa : Anna, please... Main chala jaunga...
Ra : Nahi, Raghav Rao, personal and professional seperate rakhta hai. Tu kaam acha karta hai,aur aab seh tera mera rishta wahi taak hai... He left
Fa : jana toh hoga hi mujhe Anna... Sorry Keerthi,I couldn't fulfill promise of us... Main nahi rokh sakta apna jana... Main nahi cahata mujhe pyaar karke tum barbad ho jao... Hate me,hate me as much as you can do... Tum saab mujhse nafrat karna ... Atleast,no one will miss me....

Evening, Pallavi and Keerthi were in the garden when Pallavi asked

Pa : Keerthi... Tum
Ke : It's okay Pallavi, I'm fine... I'll be fine, I've to be fine... Farhad move on karna chahata hain and I'm no one to stop him... Aab dil jo tuta hai, waqt toh lagega na samhal neh mein...
Pa : Tuteh tukre jurte muskil seh hain but,ek bar jur jaye toh bohot strong hoteh hai
Ke : Aur ush nisan ka kya!jo rehe jata hain...
Pa : Vi saboot hain,keh tum lareh bhi aur keet bhi gaye...

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Hello lovelies,

I know not much Raghvi,but I want to keep everyone in loop.

I would really appreciate it if you let me know how is it. This part is dear to me....