Dreams

Chapter 9

A week later...
Its been a week since the guys left. Luke and i been texting every now and then he was so busy but he put some time on the schedule to talk to me. I woke up around 10 am. Every morning i go for a run but i forget about my running and go to starbucks. I sat at the table that i always sat at i see Erika,Krystina, Gabby, and Karolina. I bet your wondering were is Ashley. Well Ashley had 2 months of vaca so she went on tour with the guys.
Ashley POV
"LUKE YOUR STUPID WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT!!" I hear all the guys screaming at luke. "I WAS FUCKING DRUNK I HAD NO idea what i was thinking" i hear luke screaming then he broke down into tears. "If Roxana see this she will never forgive me, i love her too much to let her gooo..." He said sobbing. I wanted to walk in and see what was wrong but I didn't. I see in the corner of my eye a magazine with luke and this girl in the front cover kissing.
Roxana POV
"Hey gurls" i said they just stared at me and gave me a hug. I was so confused at this point i had no idea what was going on. "Roxana are you ok, do you want me to beat the shit out of him" krystina said. "What are you talking about" I question with a laugh. "O shit you didn't here did you" said Karolina. My smile started to fade and i started to get worried.
Krystina POV
If you haven't noticed already all the girls know what luke did. I was so pissed off when i saw all the magazines me and the girls wanted to hide all the magazines from Roxana. But we thought it was to late since she went for a run we thought she knew already. "Whhatt aree youu guys talkking about" Roxana said nervous/worried face. "We will tell you but not here" i said.
Roxana POV
I got to the house more worried then before i had no idea what was going on my first thought was that someone died god forbid that will happen. "Roxana sit" they said. I sat down and listened. "We are going to tell you this cause we love you, we don't know if this is true but we over heard this". Krystina passed me the magazine. My heart shattered into pieces my 3 month boyfriend with this random girl kissing. I felt a little light headed then i bursted into tears. I ran up to my room and locked the door and cried myself to sleep.
Luke POV
"Text her call her luke, explain everything to her" calum said."what if she doesn't want to talk to me" i said. I hear Ashley talking on the phone which sounds more like krystina. "Roxana is in her room she is crying her eyes out she doesn't want to open the door" i hear krystina saying on the other line
"Slide the phone on the crack put it on speaker first" ashley demanded. "Roxana if you hear me listen your beautiful,caring, kind don't let a stupid guy ruin that ok he just a guy if he really cares about you he will call you and explain but remember you have to listen. Ok i feel like im talking to my self but im not i know you hear me. Ok love you " "THX ASH love you too" i hear Roxana saying. Ashley hung up the phone and i went to the room and got my phone.
To baby penguin:
Babe can we talk.
Roxana POV
I get a text i wanted to ignore it but I couldn't.
To big penguin:
Yea i guess
I heard the phone ring i picked it up I didn't say anything. "Roxana babe i can explain i love you so much i had no idea what i was doing i was sober and wasn't thinking please don't leave me i love you and only you, i am so stupid fuck" he said. I was quiet i had no idea what to say. "Babe please say something" he said i hear him sniffling "babe im stupid im a fuck up I didn't mean to do any of that i was drunk please.." I hear him crying my heart shattered. I hated hearing/seeing people cry it just made me want to cry. "Babbeee pleasee donnttt cry" i said shaking a bit trying so hard not to cry. "If only you promise not to leave me" he said while crying. "Iiii promise" i said while shaking a bit. "I love you princess and im sorry that i kiss that girl I can't believe i was that stupid to do something like that" he said "i love you too big penguin"i said while laughing a bit
(Sorry for not updating any sooner i was just been busy thinking of ideas. The next chapter might be full of drama spoiler alert there is going to be a fight.)