The Day Before [Gay Romance]

Chapter 6 : Stranger

"I'm sorry this is the wrong apartment" a complete stranger opened "Zeth's door" and replied that I mistook this house owner with someone else.

"But sir I'm sure, I came here just yesterday and I even SLEPT HERE!" He seemed to be a personal maid or a home manager or something like that as he always kept mentioning in a very district way his well respected "sir".

"Sir if you don't leave I will call the security guards" He threatened me.

"Understood, just calm down I’m leaving... but can you give this box to your boss or whatever he's called I'm literally begging you here" I said as I started getting so pissed off from this person’s behavior.

With a half look he over watched me, I still can't consume the fact that somehow this house where I have had some very special memories turned miraculously and in only 24 hours into someone else’s property, this home manager must definitely be lying.

Zeth is someone who is very caring and honest with his feelings too, I know we're new to each other's but I don't think that he would leave without a text or anything else to keep me in touch, if it wasn’t an emergency of course and if I'm that important to him as I imagined the day before.

"You're wasting your time but I'll try to make this house owner notice this" he said after opening then checking what inside I guess for his "boss" safety or Zeth …Maybe?

I'm confused right now, I know that I don't know him completely and I don't even know his family name or his age, it feels like I encountered a mysterious Mafia boss or something, but still I'm thinking about what we shared which is very deeper than anything else; a time that is very important and very memorable... At least for me.

Oh gosh! Am I returning now to "AT LEAST FOR ME" sentence again?

Back to reality... I got a door slammed on my face in this morning after waking up so early on Sunday and wearing so nicely to meet Zeth, Maybe there's something wrong happening to him? Is he feeling fine? I directly dialed his number to get re-directed to the offline service few seconds later; this seems to be really serious and not funny at all!

Where can I find him again after he suddenly disappeared like if he hadn't existed before? I wish I talked to him more and helped him more, I wish I asked him about his personal life or at least what's making him feel this much pain, I wish that the guy who opened the door was lying too like exactly what I was trying to make myself believe, because when I asked the guards while leaving if a "Zeth" exists in this place "No" was the answer.

Seriously, I'm on the way of breaking out again.

It felt exactly like waking up so violently from a beautiful dream; I thought that I was about to have someone important but I guess I will remain stranger for him as always and forever... Normally, I wouldn't mind it but somehow, with him specifically, this is very bothersome.

But for now, I just hope he's fine, I hope he’s doing well… Why the hell am I worrying too much about him? I really hope he’s somewhere else having fun even if he ridiculously left me here.

My eyes started watering for some unknown reason,... Is it disappointment? But it's too much to handle as some few tears slipped and a high uneasy feeling started consuming every inch of my body that I felt like if my all vital members are in agony right now; is this a panic attack ?

I don't even know why I'm crying and trembling for, but the way I was thinking being connected to him and wanting him to have the best to be deceived in the end,  keeps bothering me.

Maybe, my expectations were far from being realistic, and that it's exactly what I probably deserve for leaving the introvert zone and trying to socialize.