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This is my confession

"River, to you this is probably meaningless but I have to get this off my chest. I've had  feelings for you for some time but I've kept them hidden. Scared of what you'd say, how'd you react. Would you cut me out your life and stop talking to me?  Would you hate me if I expressed how I feel... please don't walk away. Please stay."

"Every time we spoke or crossed paths my heart hurted, suppressing my love for you... River. It kills me. Hearing you say those words..."I'll always love you." Those words broke down the barriers I had around my heart. Everything in me screams out to be with you, so I try even harder. To the point where it became overwhelming, the pain in my chest, I longed to be with you for the rest of my life...our lives."

"But alas I know that's to good to be true. Because you're with someone else.... I lost you. But at least I got to tell you before I leave."

"River, you are my first love and nothing can change that. I just wished we'd have more time together. I can't count the number of times I almost said what was on my mind, and now I have. I am and will always be in love with you. I wish you happiness and a great life to come."

Don't forget me, with love
                   - Ramon

River sat there in disbelief... "he-he's gone?" Tears streamed down her face. All this time she was inlove with him but didn't think he'd return the feeling, all the times she cried herself to sleep wishing he'd come to her rescue.

All this time... wasted because of him...

" I don't know why you like him, it not like your good enough for him.

He doesn't like you, he likes my sister he told me...

Just drop it and date me I'll be here for you no matter what

Who are you kidding it's never gonna happen."

"Bastard!" She yells, "both of you, Jason and Ambrose! Go to hell..." She sobs,"if you loved me, you'd stay, you would've said it to my face."

"Please, please come back... I love you Ambrose. So fucking much."

"Please?"

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