Mi Amor || Book 2✔️

23

“Where is the King?” You enquire with a soldier passing by. “His Highness is in royal artist Taehyung’s leg room.” Angrily you stride to meet him. “PARK JIMIN!” He had his back facing you. Jimin heard your yell, turning around to see you. You grab his collar, breaking down.

“WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONE TO YOU JIMIN?” He was perplexed by your sudden outburst. “All I asked from you was a child, you could have denied and put an end to the discussion, when I begged you for one. Why did you stoop so low and order maids to feed me food mixed with birth control?”

Jimin’s breath struck in his throat. His secret was revealed. “You’ve been doing this since the start of our marriage? Why did you marry me? If you didn’t want an heir from me? Why Jimin? Why? From the day we’ve married all I’ve ever desired from you was your love and time.”

“I never urged you to buy me anything. I gave up my freedom, permitted you to cage me in your palace. Loved you with all my might. What did you do? Deceive me, faked your concern? Your mother questioned my ability to give birth. That night I cried blaming myself.”

“I was the reason why you decided to marry another woman. It was never my fault, it was you. My own husband didn’t want a child from me. Congratulations, you’ve successfully managed to break me apart Jimin. You’ve shattered my heart in a million pieces. Those fragments can't be found.”

“Is me being a commoner that big of an insult and mortification to you, that you despise the idea of me carrying your child? I agreed when you ordered me it wouldn't have your name. I fucking was ready to take insults, all for that child.”

“At the end of the day your mother’s words came true. You’re seeking pleasure from me, aren't you? The entire week you fed me food with that powder. I was ecstatic to be a mother. You’ve played with me perfectly well Jimin, used me to your needs and threw me away once you're done with me.”

Your grip on his collar loosened, finding it hard to breathe. He stepped ahead to help, but you moved back.

“Don’t touch me with your filthy hands. You’ve never loved me, in fact you can never love anyone. You’re a selfish man Park Jimin, you want a wife. Not a woman who’ll love you.”

“A wife to warm your bed is what you desire. Till this day, I tolerated your insults, every pain, curse and eye of mockery from your people and you. But not anymore, you compelled me to hate you.”

“You’ve finally eradicated the feeling of love from my heart. My heart feels immense pain, you are the cause of it. Go and marry Eunji I don’t give a fuck anymore. Set me free, I hate you, your face and this toxic love. I fucking hate you Park Jimin.”

Your body gives up, falling down on your knees. “Y/N, I’m sorry.” Taehyung stood with his head hung low.

“You knew he was doing this with me didn't you? No wonder you changed your behaviour towards me. Trust? You've both shattered my trust perfectly. You’ll regret what you've done to me Jimin, you definitely will.”

Taehyung sobbed while speaking up. “Y/N he did it for your own well being. The day he brought you to Busan injured after the war. The Royal medico confirmed your uterus had been mislaid. In future, any chance of pregnancy would kill you.”

“He didn’t want you to die. I agree his measure to protect you was no right way. What else could he do Y/N? You didn’t want a child, so early in your marriage. Jimin had to act without you knowing.”

You laughed, shaking your head. “You’ve got the audacity to support your friend after everything he put me through? You weren’t the one in my shoes to bear his mother’s insults nor were you the one to question your impotency to give birth.”