I get up every morning with the same routine. I wanna change my life...except I can't. Wake up, school,come home for an hour and eat,then leave again. Working three jobs with minimum wage, going through high school with anxiety... "High school is the funnest time of your life!!" YEAH RIGHT. A place where you get judged constantly... More like incarceration. If you're so unhappy then why don't you change all of that" my friend bickers, but it's not that easy when you're only 18. So now I have to endure the misery...for now,or maybe forever. Reminds me of a long time ago a teacher once told me in third grade, "you don't need water to feel like you're drowning." I laughed and thought this woman is crazy. Now I understand more than she could ever imagine. Here I am-drowning...with not a single drop of water near me.