'I live and die by your knife. This is 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞'
Lyra Black, twin sister to Sirius Black, was in love.
Since the day she met him on the hogwarts express Lyra knew that she would never want to get rid of this feeling.
Until she did...
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James Potter, I guess this is it.
The end of it all, of what I've become. There's nothing left, nothing left for me. You left me here, with nothing to breathe. With nothing to be.
But don't take the blame. It cannot be your fault. Will always be mine. My chance, rotten in hell.
You're always with her, no time for me. No time for goodbyes or smiles just in time. Our time is passed now, you've made that crystal clear.
I can't even blame you, I never could've. Look at her, she's everything and so much more.
Even Sirius has turned away. Not being interested in his little sister anymore. Him, you have kept by your side. Remus and Peter along the way.
Only me. Just I wasn't good enough. Not enough for what you had planned. Not good for the life you're wanting to live.
Remus is not to blame. No one ever truly is. I can no longer be his burden. The weight on his shoulders, the weight of my words, thoughts and feelings. I cannot stand the sad look in his eyes, just from looking at me, wishing you were mine.
You are not. Will never be. Told you it was hard for me to breathe, no I won't longer need it for me.
Peter, I will miss. Miss our smiles, silent time and the quiet that stayed by. I hope that you'll live, just like I couldn't. Find the love of your life that loves you, just like mine wouldn't. Be the forever, that my heart couldn't bear to be.
James, this is it. The end of my time. I'll finally say goodbye for good. Do not cry or fear to die. You will not with the life you've built. I just want to be apart and now I'll break my claim fully. Enjoy this life and the next and all the others to come. I will look down and be in the lands of my own.
I know you never knew. But I cannot live like this any longer. The pain and tears and all those little fears. My body is tired, just like my heart and soul. And yet it's all my fault.
Only I could be as stupid and selfish to love a man that isn't mine.
My James, my love, keep living in this little life. You truly are a light in this world and you will always be my brightest star. I guess, I was just never meant to be your moon. So now I'll leave the night sky and fall into my longest sleep. Grow old and be, I just won't be able to see. But I promise, I do, will be the angel by your side. As a ghost on your shoulder to keep you from repeating my life.
The time is right and so am I. It's almost over and I'm leaving with one last look at the stars. We used to watch them from the tower, remember?
My last real breath was there and so will be my last.
I love you, James Potter. I always have. And I will take this love into my grave. I love you more than you will ever know.
In silent love and whispered words, your forever unknown love.
