Self Harm And Depression Quotes

Victor Vincent Fuentes

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Victor Vincent Fuentes aka known as Vic Fuentes from Pierce The Veil is one of my top 3 role models. Vic just by been himself has shown me what I can do. PTV'S lyrics stand out to me, most of them represent me and most of all help me.

I have depression, I have it bad, I also have suicidal thoughts really bad, I can cut until I pass out and then I wake up in a pool of my own blood and I still do. I suffer from these really bad so bad that on Sunday 22nd March 2015 I was going to take my life.

I wrote letters to my friends and gave them to them on Friday. They had read them and told our year manager. She came and got me and talked to me, they had rung my mum up and told her. She had to come into school that day. She had found out and she was very upset. I went home from school that day early then normal. My mum told her partner and my Nana.

On Monday I had to go see the doctor and talk about what had happened. It took me a while but I told him the basics he didn't rushsp me or make me tell him everything but some things. We had to make my mum go out side because I could talk I couldn't tell him. She came back in and he said that he was going to get me someone to talk to that will try and help. But the thing is I know that it won't help I won't be able to tell them.

So Vic and the rest of PTV and other bands have helped me when things have got to hard to handel or when I couldn't cope. Them just by making music has saved my life so many times and I couldn't be more thankful.

Vic I love you from the bottom of my heat and some day I hope I will be able to meet my life saver and the rest of them (bands), And be able to tell you all of this in person all of it I don't just mean a bit but it all I'm small detail. Please keep doing what you are doing and never give in never back down. (Bvb reference)

Love,
Bands_For_Life.

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