Its been a few days, I told K E B how I felt on snapchat.
I got ignored.
As allways.
Its fine though, I'm slowly getting used to the fact that I might never get the guy.
Maybe that's OK, leaves more time for me to do what I need to do.
This guy is just like the other two, god I hopped he wasn't, but he is turning out to be a carbon copy.
Talk to me everyday, make it seem like we were friends, meet another girl, and ignore me.
To be honest I might be inexperienced in the real world. but in my head, in the stories I read, in the tiktoks I watch, I am perfect.
Thats how I would prefer it.
I would prefer to be a millionaire that left the toxic parents behind, but thats not real.
I'm a lonely 17 year old, with no love, no life.
