Dear clary,
When I knew I wanted to do these letters, you were one of the first ones that came to mind. You truly mean the world to me and I can't imagine my life without you.
When we met, I was at my lowest. I had lost all my friends and I was utterly alone. I still remember when you messaged me. You wanted to check on me, make sure I was okay. I knew then that you would mean something to me. Ever since then, you've had my back. You saved my life and I will owe you for the rest of my life.
A couple years ago, I got you a gift. A video from the person who brought us together. The person who helped you realize just how important you are to me. I remember when I bought the tickets, I was more excited for you than me. I wanted to do this for you more than anything else!
I hate distance. I hate that you're so far away. I hope that one day we'll be able to break the distance and do everything that we've talked about. We'll watch Shadowhunters and listen to Sabrina and it'll be awesome! I'm still mad that the one last time we could've broke the distance, I wasn't able to come visit you.
If I'm being honest, this past month has been awful, but you know that. The nights and days I've spent crying to you, feeling like a failure, like I couldn't do anything right. Every time, though, you've told me that you love me, that you're proud of me, that I'm gonna be okay and that I didn't do anything wrong. It's gotten me through the days. I truly appreciate it and you more than you'll ever know.
Speaking of the past months, I was dreading my birthday. I was in such a low place that I didn't feel like celebrating, but you texted me at midnight. You texted me at midnight and you wrote me the sweetest birthday message. You told me that I was worth so much more than I thought and to not let anyone make me think otherwise. You turned a day I was dreading into something that was bearable.
These past few days I've been keeping you updated on how I'm feeling mentally, the dumb things I've done, and you've been here. You've always been here and I will always be there for you.
Time and distance have no power over us. You're always gonna be with me and I'm never gonna leave your side. I promise.
I love you so much, my darling. I can't wait to see where we go in life because it's going to be amazing!
Sincerely,
Kayleigh
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