DEVIL IN YOU

The Talk

Abe Pov

It's been a few days now since I have spoken to Axel . I sat down at our bar  "hey" I say when I sit down and he takes a drink of whiskey "you speakin to me now" he asks with more sarcasm then then necessary but his mood hasn't been so great since Jax left "I guess so" I said with a shrug as I grab the bottle of whiskey and pour some in the glass that Charlie puts in front of me and I give him a nod as a thank you "listen I know I shouldn't be asking this but I really it would give me peace of mind to know where she is" he asks looking over at me.

I don't say anything at first "you haven't spoken to her" I question surprised that they haven't talked it out yet  "I'm thinkin she doesn't want to speak to me, she never answers her phone when I call" he explains to me "and I haven't seen her around anywhere" he says then takes a drink out of his glass of whiskey "she's not here, she left, went back to Nevada" I tell him and he looks over at me  "and you didn't tell me" he says irritatingly and I shrug "we weren't speaking, well I didn't really want to speak to you I mean you been lying to me for months I was kinda pissed man" I explain because I was pissed but again Axel has been a great friend to me since I moved here so I can't just be a dick forever in ways I can understand why he didn't tell me and why my sister didn't tell me, I am an overproctective asshole but she is my little sister. 

Axel chuckles a little "yeah I gathered that when your fist connected with my face"  he says and I smirk "I deserved it, I know that, so when did she leave" Axel asks curiously, " I had no idea she left until I got home" he explains.

"I followed her half way by using the tracker I have on her phone" I tell him  Axel looks over at me "you have a tracker on her phone" he said with a laugh "hope she doesn't know that" said Axel and I smirk "hell no she'd kill me if she knew but I like to know where she was when she was living here" I explain and he nods "I met her at a diner, we talked and I tried to convince her to come back but she wanted to leave" I tell him with a shrug "she's stayin at her friend's house guess she didn't want to go back to moms after a taste of a bit of freedom, you know the bit I let her have" I say with a sigh "I fucked up too ya know, I shouldn't have been so damn overbearing but she's my little sister man, sometimes I forget she's not so little anymore and I definitely didn't think some older guy would be her thing" I tell him with a grin. 

Axel looks over at me "I'm not that old and it's not like she isn't legal or something" he said matter factly  "I know but I think I was more pissed at the lying, I get why you both lied, because I definitely lost my shit about it like I guess you knew I would" I say to him "I know I probably shouldn't even ask this not even sure I want to know but what happened between the two of you that made her want leave here" I ask him not sure I really want that answer.

"I don't think you wanna know either and I don't really want to get punched in the face again man" said Axel with a laugh "that bad huh" I said with a smirk "I'm not gonna punch you just sayin. If I have to accept the fact that the two of you like each other I guess I have to deal with all of it, I can tell you're hurtin that she's gone" I said to him then he shrugs "don't deny it, I see you sitting here every night all broody with a bottle of whiskey not talkin to anyone not the guys or the ladies around which makes me think you were pretty serious about Jacklyn if you won't even go hook up with the ladies that hang around here, that should've been my first hint something was up when you stopped hooking up with girls" I said to him, he is quiet for a few seconds "I took her virginity" he said out of no where and I don't say anything for a while.

Axel sighs "look I wasn't even tryin to go there again with her, not kiss her, touch her, I was tryin to stay away and I had been drinkin that night and she was all concerned taken care of me, drove me home, gave me aspirin and water, she was gonna leave but I didn't want her too, one thing lead to another but I swear I didn't even know she was virgin until I saw the blood on the sheets, I don't know how I didn't know, I think I was so caught up with her, I didn't stop think of that, I mean she's eighteen and she's pretty mature for her age" he said it all basically in one quick sentence but I still don't say anything because I'm not sure what to say "I kind of freaked out on her once I realized it because she didn't tell me or stop me and she just let me take her like that" I say to him.

I look over at him then away "maybe she uh wanted it to be you" I said uncomfortably but he just shrugs "I know she has feelings for you and if you do for her maybe you should tell her" I tell him "how she won't speak to me" Axel said as both of us get up from the bar "should I go to her" he asks me and I give him a grin then send him a text with her address  "what's this" he said looking at the address "where she is" I tell him "you decide what to do with it" I say with a grin.