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1.2 *smut*

(Not my best smut but eh)

Rudy laughed at his girlfriend as she danced through the parking lot of the orthopedic doctor. They'd just finished her last appointment since her injury and she was excited to do normal things again. He finally caught up with her, wrapping his arm around her waist while he fished the keys from his pocket.

"Well, you're free, pretty girl. What do you wanna do?" He asked as soon as they were seated in the car.

"I want lunch, first off. Then I would like to go back to the apartment and spend some quality time with my boyfriend since he's always at work right now" she told him.

"I like that idea." He said. "Your boyfriend has waited patiently for you to be able to move your leg freely."

Beau rolled her eyes at her boyfriend. She knew he must be tired of using his hand the last couple of months. In honesty, she was kind of nervous to have sex again. They were supposed to wait a month after the miscarriage to have sex, and then she got hurt when added more time to that. Now, she was starting to close in on 24, and she was nervous about sleeping with the man she loved.

"Does it scare you?" He asked. "Having sex I mean, after you know. I can stop and get condoms before we go home."

"Rudy. I'm feeling about 10 million things right now. I guess the question is, do you want to try again? It doesn't have to be right now." She said, posing the question.

"Beau Paulette Allison. There is nothing I would love more than to have a baby with you. I told you that the day we found out about Remi. We didn't get to hold her, but that doesn't mean we won't get to hold the next one." He said. "We aren't getting younger, yeah I've got season 3 to film this year but you can come to Charleston with me. If we want to try again, we can."

By the time they returned to their apartment, nerves had set in. She could tell he was feeling the same way, something about coming together in this way again after a traumatic experience was nerve wracking at best.

"Hey" his voice was soft. "We don't have to. We can just watch a movie or something. Just wanna be close to you."

"I'm sorry Ru" she sighed. "I want to.. it's just"

"You're not ready, I get it." He told her, moving to hold her against his chest. "I promise it's fine, baby girl." He pressed a kiss to her forehead, moving them over to the couch and finding the remote.

They were roughly halfway through the movie they were watching when Beau looked over at her boyfriend, admiring his stubble lined jaw. The way he clenched it ever so often had her feeling some type of way. She was secretly thankful that neither of them really dressed up to go to the doctor today, since it had been a relatively early appointment, his sweatpants gave her easy access for the filthy thoughts going through her head.

She scooted closer to him, pressing a kiss to his jaw. She continued, kissing down his jaw to his neck, pulling a moan from him. She grinned against his skin, beginning to leave marks on him.

"And what do you think you're doing?" His voice was raspy, which sent a shiver down her spine.

"Shh, just watch the movie." She whispered, moving her hand so that she was palming him through his sweatpants. More moans rolled out of the back of his throat as she continued, pleased with herself that she could have this effect on him. Slipping her hand underneath the waistband of his pants, she lightly wrapped her hand around his thick length. She pumped him slowly, watching how his head fell back as he moaned and how his chest heaved.

"Baby, I'm gonna cum." His voice was barely there, but loud enough she heard it. She removed her hand from his pants making him whine dramatically as she moved to take them off of him, her own following shortly after. She moved to straddle him, smiling when he cupped her face.

"Are you sure, pretty girl?" He asked. "Only if you're 100% sure."

"Rudy, I want this. Wanna feel you inside me okay?" His lips met hers as he moved to push himself inside her. After months of nothing and edging him, it was clear that neither one was going to last as she started rotating her hips on him. Nothing was heard except for the low volume of the television, their moans and the sound of skin slapping skin, but she wouldn't have it any other way.

"Ru, baby. I'm close" it was more a moan than a coherent sentence but Rudy knew what she meant, reaching down to rub harsh circles on her clit to push her off that edge. It'd been almost six years since the first time they'd hooked up, he knew her like the back of his hand and her needing that extra push was hot. She came, squeezing around his erection like a vice, setting off his own orgasm. A moan ripped through his throat as he came in several hot spurts inside of her.

She collapsed on top of him as they came down, grinning like an idiot.

"That was worth the wait." She mumbled.

"Can't help but agree, pretty girl." He sighed, playing with her hair as they continued to catch their breath. "Can't help but agree"

Okay they did the nasty
Also "spurts" is such a  funny word.
See  y'all next chapter