Do you really love me? - An Ezria Fanfic

the morning after

EZRA POV
I woke up with Daisy snuggling into my chest and i smiled as i look to my family all sleeping together even for just one night. I really missed this, i missed this bed, i missed this room most of all, i missed sleeping with Aria next to me.

Since i woke up a little bit early, i decided to go downstairs and preparing for breakfast. I look around kitchen searchin for something to cook. And i decided to cook omelette, bacon, and some pancake for Noah.

ARIA POV
I woke up with the smell of bacon, am i dreaming? Then i look next to me, my 2 beautiful children and see that Ezra wasnt in bed so he must've been woken up and making breakfast downstairs. I quietly get off the bed since its still early i don't want to wake up the kids. I made my way downstairs and see Ezra so busy in the kitchen, he didn't even realise i entered the kitchen if i didn't say hi

"Morning" i said still in my wake up voice and make my way to grab a cup of water

"Morning beautiful" he says as i spit my water back to the glass. Did he just said that?

"Sorry, i shouldn't have said that" he says as soon as he realize what he said and honestly, i blushed a little

"What are you making?"try to forget what just happened.

"Bacon, Omelette, and some pancake for Noah or Daisy if she wants to" he smiled

"Well, they'll love it. Thanks" i said smiling as he shook his head
"No need to thank me. I'm the one who should be thanking you for letting me stay" he smiled

"I'll do Everything for the kids" i said as he nodded slowly i think thats not the answer he wants to hear

"Hm, Aria can i ask you something?" he asked nervously and i nodded

"Will you ever forgive me? For everything?" he asked as he made his way to me at the dining table and sit next to me.

"I will. But just not now. Not gonna lie, it still hurts so much" i said as tears is threatened to spill. Soon, i feel his thumb on my cheek wiping away my tears making me smile a little

"I'm sorry again. I would never stop saying sorry because i am truly sorry. You don't know how much i regret doing it" he said seems genuine

"Yeah i know" i said barely audible

"You know i'm always love you. No matter what i will always love you the same" he said which took me by surpise. Before i can say anything i feel his lips on mine, i quickly pulled away as soon as i realised what just happened.

"Ezraa, we can't do this. You're with Nicole now. And about to build a family with her. You should never doing that ever again" i said sternly

"I'm sorry. I know i'm with Nicole but you're the love of my life Aria, the one i ever love. I just want to say it that i really wish i could get a second chance" he said or more like pleaded

"Oh really? How could you say those things to me? What about Nicole? Huh? i saw you yesterday enjoying your mini makeout session on my couch. What do you really want Ezra?!" i said now raising my voice wirh tears theatened to spill. I'm so pissed at him right now. He can't just playing around with my feelings or Nicole's.

"You said that right now. But god knows what will happen once you got back to your apartment!" I continue since he didn't say a word. I guess he's surprised that i saw them.

"Oh god, i really am a jerk. I'm sorry but believe me all i ever want is you Aria. Its always been you" he said now with tears in his eyes.
Before i could say something i heard little footsteps i the hall and i saw Daisy and Noah holding hands making their way to dining room.

"Morning babies" i turn around to them and kissing their forehead and make Noah giggles

"Morning mommy" Daisy said in her sweet voice

"Good morning angels" ezra said

"Morning Daddy!! I forgot you slept here lastnight" she smiled

"You're the one who ask him to stay, remember?" she just nod and laugh a little.

"Breakfast is ready!" Ezra shouts with his hands full of foods and serve them in the dining table

"Wow Pancakes! and Crispy bacon my favorite!!" Daisy said excitedly

"Noah baby, what do you want?" i ask my baby boy

"Pancakes pwiss" he giggled made my heart melt as i serve the pancakes in front of him. We all ate in silence, a comfortable one till Daisy spoke

"Daddy you're gonna spend the day here right" Daisy ask Ezra as he looks at me i just nodded signaling that he should stay. Afterall its Sunday which means this time for Ezra and the kids.

"Yes sweetie. What do you wanna do today?"

"Can you teach me how to ride a bike pleasee.."

"Of course. Go eat and later we ride a bike in the front yard okay?" Ezra says as Daisy just nodded and say Ok

- Later That Evening -

We spent the whole day together as a family. It's been so long since we spend the day like this. I can say that today is the best day after the disaster Ezra put me through. It feels so right, but no it isn't. Me and Ezra aren't together anymore and maybe we could never. I do love him so much, and i want him too in my life but i can't. He betrayed me in a way i would never imagine. It hurts so damn  much. But seeing him today with the kids, teach Daisy how to ride a bike, how to ride a roller skate and play with Noah made my heart warm.

"The kids are already asleep, i'm gonna go home now" Ezra said from upstairs to the kitchen where i sat pulling me out of my thoughts. 

"Oh yeah, thank you"

"Again Aria, i'm the one who should say thank you to you." he says smiling

"No Ezra, thank you for spending the day here. They are so happy today especially Daisy. It really means a lot to her" i reply genuinely with a small smile.

"Yeah, i'm happy too that i can get to spend the day with you and the kids. I really miss this kinda sunday, just at home watching movies and doing things. Remind me of the good old days." he said soflty, i just looked down not knowing what to said to him

"And i hope that we can be able to continue to share those memories again, together. Just like old times. If you give me a second chance" he said hopefully  i sigh

"Ezraa..."

"Pleasee Aria,i promise i would never ever, do such thing again. I promise to love you for the rest of my life. I promise to keep this family my priority, i promise i would never hurt you again in any way, I love you Aria, always have always will." he pleaded. 

"I think you should go home. Its late, i'm tired anyway" i said try to avoid this conversation, because i know exactly what will gonna happen if i talk this such thing with him. I can't make him feel like its easy to get me back. I need him in my life, i love him but i needed to heal the wound in my heart first. Besides, he has family now.

"Thats explain how you feel. Good night Aria." he said smile weakly and get out from the kitchen to the front door. I locked the door behind him. I went to my bed, changes to one of Ezra's shirts that i still kept it  to comfort me. I lay in my bed and crying my self to sleep. Things i used to do a lot.