The next thing is my whole body being numb and could here voices from afar whispering .Well guess who i see just when i regain consciousness ?Dave and Eric holding each others hands standing there looking right back at me,honestly they seemed like a perfect couple back to think about it wait!! they have been seeing each other all this while ?why did they do this to me ?why didn't they just tell me ? My mind spinning again and back to the world of consciousness at this point all i wished for was to stay this way for a long long time but the stupid handsome well built doctor decided to bring me back to reality ,but something was off about this doctor it's silly but the moment our eyes met the pain of being heartbroken that had been weighing down on me just some minutes ago !! melted away like snow this doctor was bad for my heart i could predict from the way our eyes spoke ,it's hard to find someone with an instant connection but this right here felt like nothing i've never felt before .then reality hits me back his just probably a doctor i'll never ever see again and here my heart is had just been fluttered by a doctor treating his patient 🙄my heat can be silly at times ,silly enough to be played by the man i shared my dreams with ,how could he throw my dreams away like nothing ever happened between us?Back to the heart throbbing moment ,I never thought Dave could do this ,it's true now i see why all writers say "looks can be deceiving" i was too blinded by his love that i couldn't have clues of anything that was happening .
After being discharged from the hospital , guess who decided to drive me home Dave and his Fiancée ,nope!! i rejected their offer and decided to walk home ,even though i wanted to be with them in same car and hear what thy would actually say but this was for my heart right now i couldn't stand another minute with them and that two seeing how perfect they were to each other .
When i got home the only thing i did was fill water in the tab and drown myself in and everything from the scene before came running back to my mind ,"why"? Was the only question i needed answers for ,just after dressing up i reach to my bed and sit there to cogitate ."no i have to stay strong for me " i tell myself .
I didn't even realise how i fell asleep .
