Dear Diary

Part 7- Tee Shirt

In the morning, when I wake up. I like to believe you're thinking of me. And when the sun comes, through your window, I like to believe you've been dreaming of me.//

It's been raining everywhere we've been going too, I'm getting used to falling asleep to the sound of rain now. I like it. Not only because it sounds beautiful, but because it keeps me away from my evil thoughts.
Oh yeah, did I tell you? Liam picked you up today, I yelled at him to put you down. I love you too much Diary. No one knows about you, but Liam now of course. If that bitch says anything, I will throw a spoon at him.
Actually, a lot of things happened today. Don't get upset. Well, you can't you're just a book but still. I hurt myself... yeah. That way. With my old blade, I haven't picked up in ages. Wanna know why? Because Lou yelled in my face in front of everyone, he told me to get a life and find someone to love other than him cause he doesn't love me. I understood, perfectly. He hates me. He hates me. He hates me. The words that rolled through my head as I dragged the little peice of shiney metal across my skin. He clearly loves someone else, he clearly hates you, he clearly moved on, be grateful ya even talk. The tears wouldn't stop pouring out my eyes, but when I dried them I noticed I over did it. I had more than three cuts, I had seven cuts. And they we're bleeding. A lot. One looked like I needed stitches, I wanted to feel more pain so I put rubbing alcohol on it. I'm sorry Diary, are you upset at me? I just want to end it.
~Harry