Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes. But it's the only thing I know, that I knew. And when it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimes. It is only thing that makes us feel alive.//
I've figured it out, I was planning my suicide. Maybe I'll take some pills and hang myself. Or maybe I'll slit my wrist and thighs. Or maybe I'll just watch Louis being happy, I can die from watching that.
Guess who stopped by today? Niall. He looked so sad, he had dark dark circles under his eyes, his hair looked like it hasn't been washed or done for the longest. His voice. Lord his voice cracked everytime he spoke. He said Liam has been pushing them too much, that he doesn't know how to act. I was only a little piece of One Direction. How did they fall apart so much?
-Suicide Harry
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Dear Diary
ФанфикDear Diary, Sometimes, I start to wonder what would've happened if I didn't audition. Louis is always telling me not to worry, he would've found me anyways.