Steter: Older Men

Ch.3: So close, but yet so far.

CH.3: so close, but yet so far.

After our beach day I decided I should go home for a few days. I mean my dad should get to see me too. Right? Yeah Though I miss everyone so much. You can't blame me for getting attached. We're all this big family. I've said it so many times and I'll say it so many more times, we've all been through so much. So of course we bounded. We're all very close and would do anything for one another. Yeah yeah all I talk about is how close the pack is I know, I know. Maybe I'll just start talking about Peter all the time.

About how I want every aspect of a relationship with him. I want the cute cuddly stuff. You know the hand holding the hugging. All of it. Though Let's not forget about the sexual aspect. Not just dirty, Horny, Rough sex. The romantic Stuff too. I sound so In Love don't I? That's because I am I'm so fucking in love with him. Everything about him is perfect to me.

The Way I feel about him can't even be described with words, It's so intense. I need an excuse to see him today. I need to tell him how I feel sooner rather than later. One he needs to know. He might even already know, But still I need to tell him. And if I don't do it soon I never will.

Plus you guys are probably tired of me talking about how much I like him. And repeating myself like five millions times.

So that's why I'm in my precious jeep driving down to Peter's apartment. I've only been there once. I hope I don't get lost on the way.. I like never to come down this way. I usually don't have a need to, Till now at least.

Ive been driving for a fucking hour Ive gotten myself lost I got no damn clue where I am. So now I have to text Peter, Which is the one thing I didn't want to do. I mean why do you think I waited till the last minute? I Pulled my phone out quickly and unlocked it. I had to scroll to find Peter's name. We don't text much.

Stiles: Hey um what's your address again?

I closed my phone waiting for a response. It will probably be something like " why do you wanna know where I live?"

My phone made a buzzing sound. I looked over To see he had answered with his address? Not some snarky answer. Wow, I didn't expect that.

Peter: Any particular reason you want to know where I live, Little spark?

I couldn't help but blush at the name. It was so cute, I loved it. Lately he's been calling me that, more and more. Plus sweetheart and darling.

Stiles: Well I have nothing to do today. And I thought It would be nice to hangout. If you're not busy.

Peter: That's A great Idea, How far away are you? I bought some curly fries the other day. I can make them for you.

Seriously Peter Hale doing something for someone other than himself!

I looked around to see where I was. It looked like I was a 15 Minute drive away.

Stiles: I'm 15 minutes away! See you soon.

I'm so smiley and giggly right now. I'm definitely looking like a tomato. I hate the effect Peter has on me. But then again I love it, The feeling that is. Sometimes it makes me feel wanted, And other times it makes me disappointed in myself for being in love with someone who doesn't feel the same. Actually I don't even know how Peter feels about me.

The rest of the drive was quiet, like usual when I'm alone. I quickly pulled into a nice looking parking lot which led up to an even nicer building, I'm assuming is full of apartments.

I glanced down at my phone, I scrolled through peter and I's text, to quickly find his apartment number. He was on the fourth floor. There are only six floors, so basically he's pretty close to the top of the building. I feel so out of place in this area of the city, it's very upper class. It just doesn't seem right for me to be here.

My heart rate went through the roof, I could feel it pounding, Like it's going to burst from my chest.

Obviously it wasn't going to, so I pushed the feeling down and walked into the beautiful building, finding Peters Apartment was easier than I anticipated. I think I was standing there for a solid five minutes before I built up the  courage  to actually knock on the dark wooden door.

I'm sure Peter knew I was there, he would have been able to hear my footsteps, and breathing, amongst other things.

Within seconds Peter had opened the door and greeted me with a smile. " I wondered when you were going to finally knock. " The continuous smile that was on his face must have been contagious because I found myself smiling back. " Well, come to Stiles." Peter moved out of the doorway, gesturing for me to come in, it took me a moment to realize that, though I quickly made my way into the : now that I'm seeing it up close pretty Spacious apartment. Like man you could fit a family of 4 in this place. It was also Beautifully decorated, very modern. Very Peter. " So stiles, Is boredom really the only reason you wanted to 'Hang' out today?" Peter smocked at me putting air quotes on the word hang. He's the kind of person to use upper class English and not teen lingo.

"Well not really, I mean don't get me wrong, I want to hang out with you. Though there is a slight motive behind it." My words slurred together as I spoke faster than normal, Proving Im nervous.

I heard a small chuckle escape from Peter's lips.

" Stiles, darling calm down, Breath, you don't need to be nervous around me. " His words gave me an instant sense of calm. He's been able to do that since day one, Even when he was a power crazed Alpha, and when he came back from the dead, it's like I just fell into submission. And yes I know how that sounds, though it is true. Now don't get me wrong, I'm into that kind of stuff.

" Ok so I have something I wanna tell you-"and before I could even finish my sentence, ''Do you wanna guess who fucked up the moment and walked in the door? Fucking Derek. I've never wanted to hurt someone so much in my life.

" Oh sorry, am I interrupting something? Derek looked genuinely sorry, it was pretty suspicious because he's not the kind of person to be sorry for something he considers small.

Peter opened his mouth to answer, though I beat him to it." No nothing at all, Peter i'm gonna get going, seems You have other company. " My words had some bitterness to them, But I really wasnt mad or upset with anyone but myself. Angry I didn't tell Peter sooner, And now I dont think I'll ever be able to. I'm just being dramatic. There will be other times I'll get to confess my feelings, Right?

I headed for the door, soon being stopped by Peter's hand on my arm.

" Come by tomorrow? I know I'm not busy then." I turn to see a hopeful smile on his face. I returned the smile, slowly nodding. His grip on my arm  loosening . and I continued walking away.

AN. I know this update took a while Im sorry. School, and sports have been taking up alot of my time. But hope you enjoy this chapter. 

word count:  1331 words

Ch. 4: " I'm telling you I love you!" 

( Title for next chapter)