Words Unspoken(updating slowly)

Chapter 3-Relief

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Words Unspoken 

Chapter 3-Relief

Beeepppp....Beeeeepppppppp....

First day of school.Seriously did summer pass that fast. I am surprised at how fast it past.

I sat up and stared at my white door, that my pink robe hung from the hook. I looked over to my right to see a mess of clothing on my floor, pants, pj's and some shirts. hm-mm.... I need to clean my room.

I swung my legs to the right, so my legs hung off the bed and my feet touched dirty and clean clothing.beep...beeeppp. It was not my alarm that awoke me but my cellphone. I pick it up to see the name blinking JOHN. He was always was the one to wake me up, when needed. He knew i couldn't wake myself up. I open the phone to see a voice mail. His sweet deep crisp voice said:

Hey amy... baby get up... do i have to come over.. I don't want you to have a bad first day. come on... wake up.. if you text me I won't come over and spill water all over you.. you know I will. :) text mee.

I chuckled at the message. I knew he would spill cold freezing water on me. He did it once. Last year, when I had to go to shopping with his mom. I quickly typed back : okay okay I am up.. meet you outside my house? you coming to get me?.

I shut my phone and set it one my night stand. I walked over to my long mirror and saw no reminder of this summer. All the bruises had left.

"Knock knock" said a sweet deep voice.

"Come in" I sang. My door creaked as it opened. I turned around to see john. He was 6'1, had a dark brownish blondish hair with dark blue eye with a hint of light green.I loved his eyes. He had a Hollister v-neck on with a pair of ripped pant and Nike shoes. Sexy.

"Hey johnny... your early."

"Yeah i wanted to pick your outfit out" He said looking my up and down "Nice pj's"

I looked down at myself to see me in his long t-shirt that he left here long ago. I wanted to pick out my outfit ,but there was no point in fighting with him. He always wins. He been ruff lately and he hasn't been hurting himself in return like he had promised.

"Yo you there" He waved a hand in front of my face.

"Yeah..yeah. just zoned out"

"Okay"he sounded like he didn't believe me. He walked over to my closet, kicking clothing out of his way. "You need to clean your room"

I walked to my bathroom and looked at myself. I grabbed my eyeliner and started to put it on, then I grabbed my pink and white comb and started to brush my hair. Once I was done,with brushing my hair, I looked at myself. My brown to-the-boob-in-length wavy hair looked perfect. My baby blue eyes popped out with eyeliner and my tiny plump lips stuck out with a light pink color to them. I walked out of the bathroom to see john on the bed, looking at the ceiling. I also see a set of clothing on my bed. I move closer to the bed and jump on john.

"Hey baby"

I look over at the pile of clothing to also see underwear.

"You gotta be kidding me"

"What?" he said acting all innocent.

"You picked out my underwear?"

"Yeah....I picked out the sexiest ones I could fine" he said

"I will wear everything else but I get to pick my own underwear"

"Fine"

I looked over the outfit to see a long sleeve American Eagle shirt and Hollister pants.I went to my dresser and grabbed a clean pair of underwear. I grabbed the clothes and went into the bathroom.

Once I finished putting on the clothes and I put my dirty clothing in the hamper in my bathroom. I walked out of the bathroom and grabbed my school bag. I saw John was no longer on my bed, so I went straight down stairs.

When I got into the kitchen, I saw my mom by the stove and John sitting at the tabel. John looks up at me when I go over to the fridge. I look in the fridge for a second until I find what I am looking for. A bottle of water.

"We're going to go mom" i said

"But I am making pancakes, I thought you might want some" she said.

Ugh..John thought I put on a few pound in the summer, so he wanted me to go on a diet. I looked over at him. He gives me the look that says lets-go-now-before-your-mom-begs-you-to-eat. I look back at her to see that she is staring at me.

"No thanks. I was going to get a snack before I get to school.Maybe stop at weis and get a candy bar" I hope she doesn't catch that I am lieing.

She give a smile "Okay honey, more for me and uncle will"

Yeah. i gave her a half smile. I walked to were John was waiting at the door. We start walking to his car when he says "Good job, you made it through 3 weeks without her getting suspicious"

That right I made it through three week without eating a break feast or any family meals. The only thing I've been eating is salads or fruits. At first when i started the diet, I was so hungry but then I got used to it and this week he started making me drink water instead of soda. ughh.

I opened the door of his car and hopped in. Then I opened my bag and searched for my schedule.

"do we have the same schedule again this year?" i asked. Last year and the year before that he requested us have the same exact schedule. I think he was afraid i would tell someone that he was hitting me.

"No, I thought that you might want some space but I did request 4 of our classes the same, plus lunch." he said.

I have a feeling that he is way to confident about me not tell.

We arrived at school around 7:30 and you have to be in homeroom at 7:45. I get out of the car and stand right by john. He grabs my hand forcefully and pulls me toward the school door. I look around and spot my friend Chelsea. She been my friend since the second grade. We tell each other everything, except john abusing me. I would never tell her that. Even though we are best friend. I am very good at pretending but no one knows that. I do every once in a while pretend that nothing is wrong but other time I freak out in my mind. Before one of my freak out lead to me thinking about suicide but then decided that Chelsea,john and my family were to important to me to lose them and life.

"Can I go over and talk to chelsea?" i asked doing my best puppy eyes. I knew he didn't want me to leave him alone on the first day.

"You can go over and talk to Tyler"i bribed while pointing at Tyler, his best friend.

"Fine" he sighed

"Thank you" i said.

I ran over to Chelsea and gave her a big bear hug.

" I missed you so much" Chelsea said.

" I missed you too." i replied.

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I thought this was a big enought chapter so i cut it off here.

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