//A promise or a betrayal //

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I once asked myself what is the meaning behind a promise

And I once told myself to never promise someone something again

Because I know

I can't hold them

After the huge fight I nearly ran home and locked myself up

Not that anyone's home anyways

Hinami is definitly not comming home soon

But than it came into my mind

What is Mikey thinking

He lost one of his closest friends

Not that I didn't but my feelings don't matter to me at the moment

I can't cry

I am not aloud too

Not after I couldn't hold my promise to him

To Baji

And to Toman

So I quickly packed my things and ran

Until I couldn't anymore

I didn't know where I was

I just wanted to go out everything was so suffocating

My room was about to eat me up

Or worse lock me up

But as I looked around I unconsciously ran to the playground

The one where everything began and there I saw him

Mikey

He noticed me but didn't say anything

He wasn't crying nor was he disappointed in me

But in himself

I wish I could read your mind Mikey

I wish I could help you

I wanted to say that but nothing came out

(The Capital letter tells who is talking <3)

M:,what Are you doing here at this Hour'
Y/n:, Just wanted to go for a walk and than saw you'

What a lie y/n you were just scared but you have a pride bigger than anything else in this world

Y/n:, Mikey how are you feeling'
M:, Great ,sooo Great I cant even put it in words you know'
Y/n:, hah it's not your fault you know That'
M:,THAN WHOS FAULT IS THAT'

Mikey was screaming

I have never seen him that angry outside of a fight

Y/n:, it's mine you Know'
M:,what, did you hit your Head or something'
Y/n:, I have a promise I couldn't hold and now someone's life has been token from him'
M:,but just because you couldn't hold your promise it's not your fault but mine I am the gang leader and everyone in Toman plus you Are me responsibility'

Why did i always feel so safe with you Mikey

Please explain my feelings to me

No one has ever cared that much about me

But you

So

Y/n:, Promise me this is forever'
M:, what'
Y/n:, because I cant hold my promises I am asking you to give me your promise to never leave me or Toman alone'
M:, how would you know I will hold my promise'
Y/n:, it's because I trust you'

And than it was nothing but silence

A suffocating silence so without saying anything I took my leave

M:,I promise ‚

I turned around and I wanted to thank him but I held myself back

I just walked and walked until the sun began to rise

Until my feet hurt

Until I can tell myself that not everything is my fault

With that I found myself home

Well at mine and Hinamis Apartment

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A/n : I am sorry for just updating now But currently we are writing many exams but I will try and update more often

So Until next Time MWAH <33