lovesick || jaywon

chap 6.

"hey won, i prepared the bed for you already," jay said as he walked out of his room, looking at jungwon, whose head is still down. he walked close to the boy and kneel next to him.

placing his palm against his forehead, confirming if he's having fever.

"are you sick ? do you feel dizzy ? does your throat hurt ? is your nose runny ? do you want me to cook porridge for you ?" jay asked him, being worried as hell.

jungwon turned to look at jay and stare at him. admiring jay's features as he leaned in close to him. eyes to eyes, then to his lips. jay froze as he watches the younger lean in. he felt butterflies in his stomach. his lover is about to kiss him.

its like a dream come true but no. jay didnt want this to happen. he want it to happen if jungwon love him back.

he back away and clear his throat.

"fuck, sorry." jungwon blushed as he hit realisation. he was screaming internally and scolding himself. he felt so embarrassed.

nice jungwon. now hes gonna think youre weird.

he wished he couldve have ran away. but his heart tells him not to. so confused, and began to frown. he doesnt want to like jay. he cant.

"hey, are you okay..?" jay asked as he cupped jungwon's face, causing the younger to startle. he felt his cheeks getting warmer the longer jay hands on his face.

what is this feeling ? why is my heart beating so fast. especially when im with you ?

jungwon stared at him. he held onto jay's hand and stayed in that position for awhile more. everything was going well. thats when jungwon hit his sudden realisation.

shit. im starting to like him am i ? this is bad.

as they stayed in that position for a minute, they suddenly heard a snap sound, as if someone took a picture of them. they turned and saw the group of boys, literally hidding behind the curtains.

did they climb up from the balcony ?

"you forgot to silent your phone!"

"shit, im sorry sunoo."

"guys, too loud! theyre gonna hear us"

"we can already hear yalls.." jungwon glared at them.

"welp, i send it to our group chat already!" ni-ki smiles as he showed them his phone.

"since when did we had a group chat together ?"

"just now," ni-ki replied.

"wahh, you guys look like a cute couple!" sunoo eyes glittered as he show jay and jungwon the photo. how both were staring into each other eyes lovingly. and honestly, jungwon couldnt help but to blush. he started to admire the photos. like, ALOT of pictures.

other then that, jay is just smiling like an idiot as he stares at jungwon.

as time passed by, everyone in the apartment fell asleep. jake and sunghoon went to their room and sleep while sunoo and ni-ki in the guess room.

"won ? do you want to sleep ?" jay asked, nudging the younger gently. the younger mumbled in response and still sleeping soundly. the older smiles. he carry the younger in a bridal style and carry him to his room and on his bed.

he placed the blanket over jungwon and caressed his him. he sat next to him and stared at him lovingly. he leaned in and kissed his forehead.

"i love you so much, yet i cant bring myself to tell you."

"goodnight wonnie," jay spoke for the last time and left the room. sleeping on the couch in the living room.

little did he know, jungwon was half awake.

.

the next morning, jungwon woke up as he heard noises coming from the kitchen. forgetting hes not at home, he walk out of the room half awake, messy hair. rubbing his eyes as he yawned.

"what are you guys cooking ? since when can you guys cook ?" he said.

"of course i can cook. didnt i cook for you last night ?" the other said. familiar voice. jungwon looked up immediately only to see jay. HALF NAKED wearing apron.

he immediately cover his eyes with his palms and blushed.

oh god, i forgot im not home..
but

holy shit, he look so good.

"morning wonnie~ i cook pancake for us," he greeted, going back to cooking. jungwon slowly put his palm down and stare at jay.

"where are the others ?" jungwon ask, noticing that only jay and him were alone at the dorm.

"they went out to eat outside" jay responded as he serve breakfast. jungwon nodded his head and sat at the counter. he look down on his plate and see the souffle pancakes. soft thick and fluffy. he then notice a small heart shaped chocolate deco and smiled.

cute.

"thank you jay," jungwon thanked him, finishing his breakfast.

"just leave it in the sink, i'll wash it," jay stood up from his sit and to the sink, to wash the dishes.

"no, i insist." the younger bump him aside using his hip and start washing it.

"no i dont allow you,"

"i dont care."

"i do," jay pouted.

he sighed.

jay moved closer to jungwon from behind and stop him from washing. its as if he's back hugging the small one. he leaned in, resting his chin on the shoulder and wrap his arms around.

"i said no didnt i ? dont do it. i dont like to burden people. especially you."

jungwon froze. his breathe hitch alittle and felt goosebumps all over him. jay's touch. hugs. its so warm that jungwon wouldnt want it to break. his face flushes red, feeling all shy. butterflies fluttering in his stomach. his heart skip a beat.

he put down his dishes and turned to face jay. face only a few inches away. feeling each other warm breath, looking at each other eyes. falling for each other more.

a minute passed by and jay began to blush even more. about to break the hug, jungwon stopped him by hugging him back. the older startle at his sudden action.

"dont go. lets stay like this awhile more.." he begged, eyes big and shiny. could see tint red on his cheeks and ears.

park jongseong have officially win my heart.

im falling for you even deeper now.

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OKAYYY chap 6 is done !!!!!!! i tried making it cute and sweet becauss.. IDEK SKDHKDBD HAHAHA okok sorry><

anyways, thank you all for reading and supporting my book ! andand, i deeply apologise for taking a long long time to write this story. im going to be more much this week and next week onwards due to my cca.

but! i'll try my very very best to update regularly. no promises!!

anyways how are u guys ??? hope yalls are good ! hope ur exams results are good too..

tbh, rly disappointed at my results, expected better. evendoe the papers were hard asf. but owell, im able to promote to my last year as a senior next yr hehe:)))

okii thats all for today ! stay safe and healthy <33

ps: its 230am in the morning,, goodnights :>

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