𝐄𝐲𝐞𝐬 | 𝘞𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘮 𝘑𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘔𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘺 | MTP

◈ 8 ◈

Y/N

*8 months later*

"Where are youuu William..." I said half singing as I trailed my hand on the wall.

My eyes are swollen. I don't care about myself anymore. I literally look like shit right now haha.

"8 months feel like years you know. Come back already idiot." I cried again.

My eyes hurt so bad but I can't stop myself from crying.

"I miss you- " I sobbed as I laid on his bed.

I hugged the bolster pillow and could smell his scent from it. "Hey, William. I miss you so much. I can't keep my promise..."

'Don't miss me too much, okay.' I repeated his words from that night in my head.

"How can I not miss you??!!" I whimpered and did not care if people can hear me from downstairs.

I drift off to sleep while muttering to myself.

-ˋˏ ༻❁༺ ˎˊ-

Author's POV

"She could get sick if she cried like that every single day and night." Bonde shook his head, slightly worry.

"She really miss William. I did not expect that she will cry so hard because of that." Albert looked at Bond worriedly.

They can not do anything not even console her. It is because she warned them before, does not want to be bothered.

She eats very little because she lost her appetite.

"I should bring her a drink before she wakes up." Bonde said before going downstairs.

He silently walked into my room and quickly put a cup of water on the nightstand and left the room.

-ˋˏ ༻❁༺ ˎˊ-

Y/N woke up, opening her eyes slowly. Still hugging the bolster pillow. Her eyes are swollen that she can not see clearly.

Then she saw a cup of water and drink it. She felt so tired and gloomy even though she was already sleep.

"Everyday feels the same. Boring. Without you." Y/N mumbled with a hoarse and raspy voice. Her throat hurts so bad.

Y/N glanced at the clock. 1 a.m. She stayed in his room everyday and only go to her room to change her clothes.

"I read almost everything in this bookshelves and you still haven't came back?" She glanced at the bookshelves weakly.

Then Y/N picked out one of it though she doesn't feel like reading.

She read the book and stood by the window. The moonlight brighting up the room. So beautiful.

Y/N keeps remember the moments she had with William in this room. She can't get him off her mind not even a second.

She sighed as she continue forcing herself to read the book.

Y/N was too focus on the book and can't hear any sounds, more like spacing out.

Suddenly, she felt arms hugging her waist and someone rested their chin on her shoulder.

"I'm home." His voice soft, makes her feel exhilarated.