It was late and I was restless, tossing turning the thoughts floating in my head were unbearable. I was thinking of him, which brought pain to my heart, Ciel Phantomhive, he is the one i want but never will have. A tear slid down my face, my throat was closing up from the tears it was suffocating. 'What if not good enough' thinking about it over and over, why was I cursed, all I wanted was to be loved by someone but the only person I love, hates me 'I feel so alone'. The emptiness felt as if it was consuming me whole, a bottomless pit in my stomach ached. All I did was lay there quietly sobbing, I just was to barricade myself, ignore the world…just maybe I'll feel better in the morning.
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Beautifully Tainted (cielois fic)
FanfictionHi, it's late and I'm writing this cause I can! Warning: it's really sad…because I'm a depressed butthole now deal with it
