For you

chapter 19

His face became pale and tears welled up in his eyes. ..he shut the laptop and closed his eyes...
Tears made their way down through his cheeks...

He opened his laptop with shevering hands ....
He took a print out of the mail ...and kept in his bag....
He looked sadly at the card and he kept that too in his bag....
He slowly rested his head to chair...

Tears started rolling down from his eyes...he didn't even expect that now...
As he was not sure whether she had any feelings for him or not...
He decided to give it to her...
On the way back to home, he visited a shop for her birthday gift
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That evening,
He came back from office with a heavy heart and sad face...
Shanaya noticed this and she got confused...
Rishi went his room and shut the door with a thud ....
He sat there on sofa and cried out ..

Shanaya gently took steps towards their room with one hand supporting her baby bump...
She reached at the door and saw it was closed which wasn't usual...
Now she again got confused....
She knocked at the door...
He quickly whipped his tears...

" Yes ..." He said

She opened the door and saw  rishi sitting on sofa...
He swiftly stood up and said..

" Come...Shanaya..." He said controlling himself...

She went towards him happily..
He quickly took his bag with shevering hands and took out a cover....
He gave it to Shanaya...
She looked at him in surprise... she opened the cover and found a paper Inside it...

She took it and read....
She felt like her whole world is shattering into million pieces....a lone tear escaped from her eyes...
She quickly whipped it...

It was her visa...visa for going America...
According to contract, she had to go to America for job ...as per that, visa came before her delivery...
She can go anytime as per wish within 3 months...

She didn't wanted to go....she badly wished to stay with her baby and rishi...
Of course with rishi .. yes she loves him...she too loves him...loved him...and will always love only him...but..he ..he again gifted her pain...

She tried to smile before him..and unable to face him, she turned.. unstoppable tears came from her eyes....she cried looking at the paper....

..as she turned,his eyes also filled with tears...
Tears rolled down through his cheeks too...

She slowly went to her suitcase and put it inside...
Unable to tolerate anymore, rishi went into bathroom, closed door, opened  shower and sat down on the floor and cried out loud...

As he left, she sat on bed and cried ....
"Why ..why are you doing this to me... please don't send me away from you rishi....i can't stay without this family,my child...and you..." She cried

He got freshen up ...but forgot his clothes to take...

" Shanaya" he called

She quickly whipped her tears and went at the door step of bathroom..
" My towel" he asked..

She took his towel from sofa and gave it to him...
He took it ..and came outside..
She looked down..her eyes filled with tears...
She was about to go, he held her hands ....

" I'll arrange dinner.. come fast" she said closing her eyes...hot tears rolled from her eyes

He left her hands , she went outside of the room and he stood there like a statue..
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After sometime,
He came downstairs and sat for dinner...
Unlike before, he seemed dull today and priya noticed that...