Lovesick

I'd trudge through the large puddles of muddy water as i made my way to my alpha and friends house in the heavy rain.

The blood slowly started to fade from my soaked golden locks and face as the rain pelted my body. I'd look up to notice i made it to the stairway of his apartment building. Slowly id lift one leg shakily to step up the first step.

After making my way up the many stairs in what seemed like hours i shuffled my feet along the damp concrete as i walked down the darkened hallway. The only sound to be heard was the pitter patter of the rain on the roof and ground along with the buzzing of the hall lights as they would flicker barely able to stay lit. I'd finally made my way to his door, a small smile creeping over my face as i raised my hand to knock just loud enough so he could hear.

A few moments passed before i decided to knock again, but before i even had the chance to knock a second time the door was thrown open to reveal in front of me an angry brunette who id known all to well. "oh hey Trish. You wouldn't know if Sam's home would you?" She would shift her weight around from one foot to the other before answering in a most mocking tone. "awww what happened aawon did you get beat up agains and thrown away? poor baby." as every word left from her lips you could hear the hatred laced in the message, i mean i knew she hated me and i her so why not have a little fun with her? "For one you didn't answer my question and two don't be a bitch just because you know Sam will never love you like he does his beloved kitten." I'd smirk inwardly as she faltered and winced. one thing you don't know about my world is we live in the human realm but me and Sam are demons, well half demons you know part animal part human but Trish is just a play thing. a mere human that Sam used for sex, she knew she'd never have him for the fact that he was a wolf and an alpha at that and he had his own pack to run of outlaws.

Ever since the night his father killed my family i was still a kit at the time and had been hidden from the ambush but Sam found me. I thought i was going to die but he took me in as a pet of course. I'd always ask were my mom and dad were and would as are they dead? did they go bye bye but that was his breaking point. He packed everything he could and then we left and started a new life away from his old pack. But anyways back to reality. I pushed past her shaking my hair of a majority of excess water as she shrieked and fumed in utter anger. I'd usher her out and stand in the exact spot she just was. "whats the matter huh? gonna go cry your eyes out to Mommy about being Sam's sex toy" id say in a playful yet disgusted tone. I knew id hit home when pain flashed through her eyes as they watered before she stomped off. I'd Wave grinning widely before slamming the door and locking it. "petty humans." Id mumble out as i headed for the hall way. I walked towards his room taking in the familiar scent of the wolf id been crushing on for so long. Slowly i walked up to the cracked foor after grabbing a towel to dry my hair as i pushed open the creaky door mumbling inwardly seeing as i woke him. 

Once he caught my scent he was up and out of the bed within seconds standing infront of me. Even though i hadn't looked up i knew he was smirking down on me, if his tail were visible at the moment it would be wagging seeing how happy he was as he pulled me into a hug lifting me off the ground. "I see someone missed me" id smile lovingly as i snaked my arms around his neck to cling to him before he set me back down.  

The whole atmosphere changed drastically in that moment. All the happiness was gone and now it was time to get serious, I gave him a look and he immediately knew what happened. He sighed deeply while rubbing his temples i knew he was utterly irritated at the time because he started to pace back and forth in front of me just before stopping dead in his tracks. "Did yu start the fight this time or just defend yourself" he'd say in a more harsh tone then intended. I looked away ashamed knowing i had just taken the beating instead of fighting back like i normally would have, but it wasn't entirely my fault i mean he was twice my size and when he fought he became deadly so id gladly take a beating rather than be killed. "I just took it, i mean it didnt hurt much just a few cuts and bruises i swear..... S...so dont be mad ok?. 

I watched his movements warily as he went to his dresser pulling out a pair of pajama pants and a shirt tossing them to me. I could tell he was angry with me by the way he refused to look at me before climbing back into his bed. A small sigh escaped my lips as i stripped of my wet clothing slipping into the new pair of dry clothes, a small smile playing at my lips. Id pull the shirt up to my nose taking in his scent once more taken aback into the past.  

Shaking my head to clear the thoughts i worked my way over to the bed in the moonlight climbing under the covers with sam. His back had been towards me so i hesitantly brought my hand up to grip the back of his tank pouting as i snuggled closer to him slowly drifting off in the silence. I felt a shift in the bed but before i could protest he had wrapped his arms around me in a protective manner just like before. "Heh remember when we were younger and i would always ask about my parents whining and crying for them, yet you would never tell me just pulled me close and held me tight telling me everything would be ok". When i decided to look up a small giggle rose from within me as i noticed he was asleep or so i thought just before he tried sneaking a peek at me. "You still suck at pretending to be sleep sammy". 

I felt a light vibration from the playful growl rumbling in his chest as id nuzzle him lovingly. "I was only trying to see if i was finally able to trick my sneaky kitty" he'd say in an almost flirtatious way which made my heart jump every time, just knowing that he at least liked me a little bit made me extremely happy. I'd nip and lick at his jawline playfully as he ran his fingers through my hair giving him a small purr knowing he loved the fact that only he could make me purr and get me in such a playful manner, the only one who could bring out the inner kitten in me. I became lost in that moment never wanting it to end but sleep soon overcame me as i fell limp in his arms clinging tightly to him a soft mumble escaping from me in my time of sleep. "Your my sanctuary forever protecting" before everything went black