Lovesick

Chapter 4

Id stir in my sleep as I rolled over into something hard. I felt my body being pulled closer into the stiff object, it was radiating heat, on instinct i cuddled closer purring in content as i nestled my head into what happened to be Ren's neck. The low almost predatorial growl startled me as my eyes shot open my vision blurry due to the tears shed from the night before. I took in one swift sniff as i gasped catching the sweet scent of ren immediately calming my nerves enough to close my eyes again. 'Wait a minute. Ren?'

I'd jump up and out of his arms screaming as he sat up looking around confused. "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING IN MY HOUSE, AND MY BED AT THAT". He chuckled shaking his head before speaking. "For one this is not your house its mine as well as my bed too" I blushed deeply this time as i looked down to embarassed to make eye contact "o...oh um s...sorry about that". He grabbed my chin tilting my face up to look at him as he smiled, this in turn caused me to blush even harder as our eyes made contact once again the butterflies returning to my stomach.

I was lost in the depths of his forest green eyes. They reminded me of home, back when i was a child. At the moment i hadn't noticed, i was reaching to cup his cheek until it was to late, my hand gently held his face in my palm stroking his cheek genuinely with my thumb. Never once did our eyes lose contact in that moment his large hand reached up to ghost over the back of my hand. He turned his head breaking eye contact only for a second as he kissed my palm wrapping his fingers around my own. I blushed slightly as i kept my gaze focused on his face watching his every move as he looked back to me from the corner of his eye causing my blush to increase ten fold.

As my lips parted i could faintly hear the soft whisper of "Ren". The moment he pulled his face away from my hand to face me again our hands still holding tight to one another. I could feel my body slowly moving closer to his as he did the same our eyes locking once again as if we were in a daze the slow movements bringing our faces closer to one another. My eyes slowly started to flutter shut his following suit as our lips just inches apart ghosted over one another.

Id jump back away from him gasping as i finally noticed what i was about to do. We stared into one another's eyes for a moment mine filled with shock his filled with worry. I gasped as i felt him grab my hand tight yanking me forward, he cupped my cheek along the way before our lips crashed together. In the spur of the moment my eyes were wide in shock before slowly fluttering closed as i hesitantly started to kiss him back working my fingers through his hair. He moaned into the kiss startling me as i felt his tongue sliding across my lips asking for entrance. I obliged parting my lips as his tongue delved into my mouth, our tongues wrestling against one another for dominance. The weight of his body against my own became to much for me to hold as i fell back into the bed never breaking the kiss as he tumbled on top of me. A blush spread over my cheeks again as he slid between my legs weaving his arm under my back pulling our bodies closer as the kiss became more heated. Id jump as my eyes shot open feeling an all to familiar hardness rubbing against my inner thigh as if on instinct my hips bucked back against the male just as our lips parted allowing a moan to escape between us. "aahh". I had blushed even harder as i covered my face peeking between my fingers to see a flustered and panting Ren hovering above me as he gave a gentle thrust of his hips eliciting another moan from me as i clenched my eyes closed. "aahhaa". I could feel his hot breaths on my neck as he grabbed hold of my waist rocking his hips into me, my mind was a blur fogged over with lustful thoughts of what we could do. Before I knew it I had wrapped my arms around him offering up my neck to him as he left a trail of butterfly kisses down to my collarbone. My eyes shot open on moments notice as I realized what we were doing, in one swift motion my hands were on his chest pushing with all my might. "W-wait ren s-stop we can't do this" a low growl rumbled in his chest as he proceeded to slide his hand into my pajama bottoms giving light squeezes before he teasingly rubbed a finger against my entrance causing me to jump in surprise unable to hold my voice down. "AHH" I could almost feel the smirk spreading across his face as he pressed against me harder giving a quick jerk of his hips, my claws running over the cool skin of his back as I bit down hard on my lips to keep quiet. "R-ren please S-Sam's going to f-fre-" I was cut off from another more raspy moan as i felt the penetration of his finger. My body knew of this pleasure all to much as it caused me to roll my hips in tiny circles eliciting more frequent whimpers and moans, my hand clenching around my mouth in hopes to muffle and quiet my shaky Breaths followed by sweet moans. I shivered as his fingertips ghosted over my hips faintly for only a few seconds. My bottoms being slowly pulled off within the next few moments.