5 - you're poisonous

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19th september 2017

Dear Park Jimin,

It happened again.

I woke up to the feeling of flowers coming out of my lungs. I couldn't breathe, they were blocking the air, it's like they were trying to kill me. My bed sheets were immediately filled with sunflower petals as I painfully tried to pull all of them out of me, not leaving a single one behind.

I know you're the cause of this. I'm sure of it. I'm expelling your favorite type of flowers because you don't love me back. I searched it. And for as crazy as it sounds, I believe it.

Why do I have to go through this? I mean, the fact that you don't love me back hurts enough.

I found out that there is a cure. A surgery? Do doctors really believe in this? If I choose to go through this surgery, all of the petals will be gone as well as my memories about you. Sounds... fair. Oh, and the impossible one! You loving me back. Great, right? You would leave me dying, wouldn't you? Because if neither of these two solution are put in practice I will die in a space of three months.

Can't really blame you, our heart doesn't choose who to love. If it did, falling in love with you wouldn't be my choice, for sure.

Why can't it simply go away? Please, stop hurting me...

Love,
Min Yoongi

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