~The Love/ Hate Mobster~ { Tom Holland, Y/N}{Mafia/Mob}

~10~

"Would you be mad if it started to mean something to me?"

I stared at him, what did he just say?
"Tom, what are you- I-" I couldn't think, I looked down at his hand and I trembled.
"Our marriage is only on paper. I still hate you. I always will." I scrunched up my nose, a look of disgust covered my face.
"Really hard to believe you when you have such a deep blush on your cheeks." Tom poked my cheek and I waved his finger away. He laughed at me, "You look cute mad." I whispered.
I pouted and turned my head from him, but I didn't pull my hand away. I heard Tom chuckle and get up.
I sat there and wondered what he was doing, he collected his clothes and went in the bathroom.

He emerged some time later in some shorts and a t-shirt. "I hope one day I can't sleep in my bed without being fully clothed." He smiled,
"In your dreams lover boy." I spat, he laughed,
"How do you know that they aren't in my dreams already?" He smirked, What? Is he- flirting with me?!
"God, you are annoying." I say getting under the covers. He joined me and smiled at me. He scooted to my side and I growled.
"No, your side." I said sternly, he sighed softly and turned over.

I woke up the next morning and could feel him pressed against me.
He is so annoying...
I went to get out of bed and he pulled me back.
"Tom!" I yelled, he smiled down at me.
"No. You are staying here." He wrapped his arms around me.
"Tom! I have to pee!" I growled and he whined.
"Fine." He said all muffled and let me go.
Why is he so touchy all of a sudden?

I came out of the shower and got dressed, Tom was out of bed and I didn't know where he was.
"Tom?" I called through the halls. He scared me in the kitchen and tickled me. I laughed and pulled away from him.
"What are you doing?" I asked, he looked me up and down. He walked closer to me and reached around my waist. I pushed away. "Tom? What are you doing?" I asked again.
Tom looked at me, "You just look so good today." He reached out and held my hands. He looked at me and caressed my cheek.
"Okay, something happened! What's up with you?"
    "Nothing happened to me okay?" Tom smiled, he grabbed my hand and pulled me toward his office. I was confused about his actions,
   He pulled me into the room and pulled me close,
   "Tom- what are you doing." I growled, keeping him away.
    "Can't I show my wife some love?" Tom asked, then it hit me..
    "You like me?!? You sick fuck!" I shrieked, he smiled,
    "Y/N, listen-"
    "No! I told you our marriage was only on paper! I told you that! And you actually think I would let you fall for me?! What is wrong with you?!"
    His smile faded and turned to a frown. "Y/N but-"
     "No! I won't allow it Tom." I said sternly, but he grabbed my hand.
     "Y/N, please.." he whispered, I stared at him for a bit.
     "You like me Tom, you want to fulfill the role of a husband, I know you do. But I don't fell that way. You are nothing but an evil man who I happened to sign my freedom over to. That's it." I said, he looked upset.
     "Y/N, will you listen to me for a minute?!" He asked, I turned and crossed my arms.
     "You see, I just need to change your mind." He said, coming closer, he held me close to his chest, he leaned down and pressed his forehead against mine.
 

    My cheeks heated up, I didn't understand, how could he feel like this? I looked up at him.
     "To-" I was silenced by Tom, his lips sealed mine, I went still, he-

~Toms POV~

     I kissed her gently, not wanting to let go, ever again. I needed her. She reminds me of Tessa...

~Tessa was just a puppy, she was playful, full of love, happy and just pure. But she barked a lot at night, my dad forbid me from having her with me at night. Instead he would lock her in her cage. She would whine and bark for me because she was sad and missed me. She was a dog that loves attention and hugs and kisses. She wasn't the kind of dog that liked being in a cage. My dad didn't like that, he said she needed to be 'broken'. I argued with him every day about Tessa; he said she needed to go or go to military school so then she would be obedient and a mob dog. I refused saying she was my dog and I wanted a pure dog that would love me and protect me out of love not because of harsh training. One night, Tessa was extra playful and whiny, my dad then took her out back and beat her while she was chained to a post. My mom warned me and I ran out there. I blocked one of the whacks, but not without a consequence. I then took the beating so Tessa won't have to and from that day forward I was allowed to do whatever with Tessa.~

   "Tom?!" Harrison's voice made me rip from our kiss. I took a heavy breath, not realizing how long I kissed her before taking a breath. Y/N was blushing like crazy, she buried her face in my chest, and I could help but blush too.
    "Are you blushing?" Harrison laughed, I looked away and bit my lip.
    "Harrison." I cleared my throat. He laughed,
    "Yeah yeah, I am going." Harrison said as he walked away.

    I looked down at Y/N, she looked up at me, we stood in silence for a bit, staring at eachother. "I Love you Y/N." I confessed. Y/N shook her head,

     "You can't!" She said, she pulled away from me, but I followed,
     "But I do.." I whispered and pulled her close again,
      "But I don't love you back..." she whispered.
      "You will." I kissed her again and she went rigid, but soon she calmed and melted into my arms. She placed her hands on my biceps and kissed me back. I wrapped my arms around her and held her close.

    Our kiss, our kiss.. it was so magical, mending our broken spirits..

      I felt like I could kiss her like that forever... her warmth, her lips on mine; her submissive tongue, allowing mine to take over her mouth, it was so wonderful. But I had to break the kiss, I needed to breathe. But I just pressed my forehead against hers when we parted. I looked in her eyes, those beautiful Y/E/C eyes. Her smile warmed my heart.

    "Like you said, I will fall for you..." she whispered in my ear.